Текст и перевод песни aiko - Gokyuchu

Gokyuchu

つまらない話ばかりでごめんなさい
そろそろ外の景色に飽きてきたでしょ
改めて話すとこんなにも長くなってしまうなんて

明日生きる意味がもう見つからない
どこかに落として来てしまったのか
探り寄せた首筋に忘れられない日々を刻んでた

あたしあの人が大好きだったの
気づかない間に大好きになったの
だけど置いていかれてしまったの ずっとずっと遠くに

寂しいなんて言葉も出ない 悲しいなんて思ったりしたら
何をしでかすかわからないわ 何をしでかすかわからないわ
ひとりになって反芻すればつい吐き出してしまいそうなの

程々の片想いなんて気が知れないでも
思い切りぶつかれる身も札もない
墜ちてゆく心に酔いしれてた日を想いしょげた

ねぇ君にとってはただの暇つぶし
薄まった返事の文字は繰り返し
抜け落ちた心の羽が刺さり苦しいのが恋なら嫌

あたしあの人が大好きだったの
気づかない間に大好きになったの
未練の涙を口に含んでずっとずっと転がして

君が寝てるか起きてるかさえ わかっちゃいそうな世の中は不便
ほったらかしのあたしの写真 何晩目に抱きしめてくれるの
思わせぶりなその目の奥に一体何を期待してるの

知らないよ？この続きはまだまだ
乞うご期待で息を吸っていたい
そんな余裕どこに残ってる？
あの時もどの時も優しいlove
あたしは駄目であなたは獣だ
軽い約束で心臓食べた

In the Middle of the Galaxy

I'm sorry for all the boring talk
You must be getting tired of the scenery outside by now
I didn't realize it would take this long to explain everything again

I can't find a reason to live for tomorrow
Did I drop it somewhere?
I carved unforgettable days onto the nape of my neck, searching for it

I loved him so much
I fell in love with him without realizing it
But he left me behind, so far away

I can't even say I'm lonely, if I even think I'm sad
I don't know what I'll do, I don't know what I'll do
When I'm alone and ruminating, I feel like I'm going to throw up

I can't understand moderate unrequited love
But I have nothing left to throw myself into it with
I felt dejected, remembering the days I was intoxicated by my falling heart

Hey, for you, I was just a way to kill time
The diluted words of your replies repeat over and over
If this pain, like the fallen feathers of my heart piercing me, is love, then I hate it

I loved him so much
I fell in love with him without realizing it
With the tears of regret in my mouth, I keep rolling them around

This world is inconvenient, where I can almost tell if you're asleep or awake
On which night will you hold my neglected photo?
What are you expecting from the depths of those suggestive eyes?

I don't know? This story continues on and on
I want to keep breathing with anticipation
Where do I have the composure for that?
That time, and every time, your gentle love
I'm no good and you're a beast
You ate my heart with a light promise