Текст и перевод песни aiko - Shitauchi

Shitauchi

今夜も月夜が照らす 一つだけしかないあたしの全て
今まで泣いたら深呼吸 それでも貴方には届かない
儚いよって言われても続くんだよ 明日も全て
貴方を嫌いになるなんて一生出来やしない
聞こえません見えません 今あたしの手を握ったのは誰
繰り返す 虫が鳴く 貴方にも聞こえてますか
子供の頃から大きな病気は二度三度ありました
だけどこんなにも心が巣くうなんて初めてだったんです
本当にしたい事を貴方に言ったら
きっともっと困らせるんじゃないかと
言えない事は増えて行く
それ位それ位
怖い怖い好きな貴方の全部知りたいよ
見つめても目の奥がどうしても見えないよ
回りくどい言い方しか出来ないダメなの
弱い弱い今のあたしは何にも言えない
出てきませんすいません
肩を上げて大きく吸い込んでも吐き出した時に
何にも出てきてくれやしないの
深呼吸に細く強い強い根っこが生えているの
だって忘れたくないんやもん
どうしてもちぎれないんだもん
降った雨と一緒に流れた貴方の味と
においはあたしの気持ちだけ置いていってさ
手を入れて掴んで持って帰ってよ
無くした後に気付いてしまったバカ
無くして今また気付いて頭が割れそう
誰のせいでもないわ あぁいつもあたしのせい
ねぇ愛してよとかもう絶対絶対言えない
怖い怖い好きな貴方の全部知りたいよ
見つめても目の奥がどうしても見えないよ
回りくどい言い方しか出来ないダメなの
弱い弱い今のあたしは何にも言えない
無くした後に気付いてしまったバカ
無くして今また気付いて頭が割れそう
誰のせいでもないわ あぁいつもあたしのせい
ねぇ愛してよとかもう絶対絶対言えない woah

Shitauchi

Tonight, under the moonlight, only one thing shines - all that I am
Until now, I've cried and taken deep breaths, but it never reaches you
Even when they say it's ephemeral, it continues - tomorrow, and everything else
I could never hate you - not in a million years
Can't hear or see - who is it that holds my hand now?
Repeating - the crickets sing - can you hear them too?
Since I was a child, I've had serious illnesses time and again
But it's the first time that my heart has felt so heavy
If I were to tell you what I truly want
I think it would only trouble you more
The things I can't say just keep growing
That's how much, that's how much
I'm scared, I'm scared - I want to know everything about the you that I love
Even when I look into your eyes, I can't see into the depths
I can only speak in a roundabout way - it's frustrating
I'm weak, I'm weak - the current me can't say anything
I'm sorry, I can't speak
I can lift my shoulders and take a deep breath, but when I exhale
Nothing comes out
A deep breath has thin, but strong, roots
Because I don't want to forget
I can't tear it away
The taste and scent of you flow away with the falling rain
Leaving only my feelings behind
Reach out, grab hold, and take me with you
A fool who only realized what I'd lost after it was gone
I lost it and now I've realized it again - my head feels like it might burst
It's not anyone's fault - it's always my fault
Hey, I could never, ever say, "love me"
I'm scared, I'm scared - I want to know everything about the you that I love
Even when I look into your eyes, I can't see into the depths
I can only speak in a roundabout way - it's frustrating
I'm weak, I'm weak - the current me can't say anything
A fool who only realized what I'd lost after it was gone
I lost it and now I've realized it again - my head feels like it might burst
It's not anyone's fault - it's always my fault
Hey, I could never, ever say, "love me" woah