Текст и перевод песни Boku no Lyric no Boyomi - Water Boarding

Water Boarding

水が落ちる
密室 全てmissing
絡まってる輪の中
水が降り注ぎ居場所を奪う
鉄の匂いと罪の痕
緩い酩酊が思考を覆う
苦し紛れの足掻きは滑稽で
上がる水位に踊らされる
祈りを 手を伸ばしても
塞がらない穴から流れていく
笑う影法師 天井の鉄格子
命の質量を削りだすwater flow
腰まで浸した流体は死の足音を響かせる
失った現実に空っぽになっていく心さえ
埋め尽くし全て 溶かし尽くした全て
からから廻る発条仕掛けの人形劇
当てもなく彷徨うだけの日々が愛おしい
絶望は胸までを飲み干してそっと消える
不可逆の砂時計に
意味も分からずに踊らされる
生まれ落ちた咎の故に消える命
まだ諦められずに
最終章が幕を開け 水が全てを無機物にしてしまう
終止符は呆気無く打たれ終わる
彼はまたこうしてやり直す
真綿で首を絞めるかのように纏わる
命の終わりさえ現実を持たなくて
幕を閉じる一瞬に光が 救いの光が
不可逆の砂時計に
意味も分からずに踊らされる
生まれ落ちた咎の故に消える命
まだ諦められずに
不可逆の砂時計は
命溶かす前に裏返される
生まれ落ちた咎は終に償われず
ここに残る
絶望に射す光 救いの手
水が引いて全部終わり
悪夢は覚めて笑い出す
ここからやり直せる 何もかも
浅はかな夢 変わらない常
救済の船は甘い幻想だった
まだ水の中で命ごと溶けていく
幕を閉じる一瞬が最初で最期の生
不可逆の砂時計は
命溶かし全て終わらせる
生まれ落ちた咎は終に償われず
ここに残る

Water Boarding

Water falls
In a locked room, everything is missing
In a tangled web
Water pours down, depriving me of my place
The smell of iron and the mark of sin
A mild intoxication pervades my thoughts
My desperate struggles are comical
Made to dance to the rising water level
My prayers, my outstretched hands
Flow out through the unfillable hole
A laughing shadow, iron bars on the ceiling
Water flow erodes the substance of life
The fluid, reaching my waist, resounds with the footsteps of death
My lost reality, my empty heart
Fills everything, dissolves everything
A puppet show with gears turning in vain
Days filled with aimless wandering seem precious
Despair consumes my chest and then softly vanishes
In the irreversible hourglass
I dance without understanding why
A life extinguished due to the guilt of being born
I still refuse to give up
The final chapter begins, water transforming everything into inorganic matter
The end comes abruptly, leaving me finished
He will start over again
It wraps around me like a silk cord strangling my neck
Even the end of life lacks reality
In the moment the curtain closes, a light, a saving light
In the irreversible hourglass
I dance without understanding why
A life extinguished due to the guilt of being born
I still refuse to give up
The irreversible hourglass
Is overturned before it can dissolve my life
The guilt of being born is never atoned for
It remains here
A light in the darkness, a helping hand
The water recedes, ending it all
The nightmare fades, and laughter emerges
I can start over from here, everything
Superficial dreams, unchanging norm
The ship of salvation was nothing but a sweet illusion
I’m still dissolving in the water, my life slipping away
The moment the curtain closes is the first and last time I live
The irreversible hourglass
Melts my life away, ending it all
The guilt of being born is never atoned for
It remains here