Текст песни Trying - brakence

I hold onto patience for them
And reflect their mannerisms when i can't focus
Tired of selfish things i've said never really spoken
I can't take back what i did when i forgot
So i lack poise and yeah I noticed
But i drove it into the ground like it was poison
And i said i got a problem will you show me
But just because i need your help don't mean i'm important
Just know i'm trying
But I faked you out on my end
Behind those shaded words
I partake in limbo not violence
And I'm just fighting to feel like
More than my entry
I can't tell by deceit i'm alright and
It's bout time i show i've been
Lying cos i can't wait back for it here
The only fear i'm in love with is pointless
I don't need luck i need somebody's help for a minute
Cos i've tried long enough
Pray i lost i am done
Change my mind cos i'll be broken if there's something left to say
Just know i'm trying
But within a second it timed in
It's minding every word, it's taking over and afraid to love
But i'll keep you around
You say i'm on to something, I doubt it
But I find god in mind
Now i'm waking up and taking on my pride