Текст и перевод песни DAOKO - Fog (Re-Arrange)

Fog (Re-Arrange)

心のこのあたりがぐじゅぐじゅするの
膿んでは落ちる気持ち水たまり
人間なんて肉の塊
たまに思い出す形の線渕
あなたと指切り私包む霧形にハマる関係
不安定な気持ちのいく先何また繰り返すの？
足掻いて腐ってどっかいった心の穴がスースーするよ
誰の言葉もそこに染みるだけ
図々しく開けては閉じて避けては通って
惑わされる表と裏はどっちなのホントが見えない
あなたは霧キリギリスが泣いた鳴いたよ
描いた君の目こっちみて泣いてる目
ピンクの花弁落ちる公園
鳴る金が教えてくれる五時の音
隣の君のまつ毛が愛おしい
言葉にできないけど 君と二人で水溜りになってしまいたい
本音押し付け口を紡いだ
繋いだまま立った手が今いま何処へいったの？
見当たらない 何処へ探せども見当たらなくて
遠くの方でぼんやりと貴方の声がした振り向いたってもう駄目
落とした残り香だけ触れられないし目に見えないし
実態なき香りでも懐かしいなあなんでだろ私は貴方が
描いた君の目こっちみて泣いてる目
待って待ってと泣きじゃくる癇癪
子供のようにただ駄々こねる
言葉は音に喉からす
騒ぐ程遠い鼓動に伝えるために
出来上がった濁った色逃げ込んだ帰路には何もないの
霧が包むの私の身を君と一緒にいるようだ嬉しい
このままずっと一緒がいいな
このままいっそ溶けてしまおうよ
死んだ目した私の戯言
息吹きかけて目覚めて盲目の塵地に雨
ねえねえ君の隣で一人水滴となりぽたぽたと床に散っていく
描いた君の目こっちみて笑ってる目愛は君だけ
いまだけ笑っていて

Fog (Re-Arrange)

My heart feels like a swamp, all mushy and wet
A puddle of emotions, festering and seeping
We humans are but bags of flesh
Sometimes, I trace the lines that give us form
You and I, our fingers intertwined, our bodies entwined in a fog-like embrace
Where will this volatile heart lead me, doomed to repeat the same cycle?
I thrash and decay, and the hole in my heart aches and throbs
No one's words can heal it, they just sting
I brazenly open doors only to slam them shut, I dance around you, never fully committing
My mind is a maze, I'm lost in a fog, unable to see the truth
You are the fog, the katydid that weeps and wails
In my mind's eye, I see your eyes, brimming with tears
Pink petals falling in the park
The clock chimes five, a reminder of time's relentless march
I adore the delicate curve of your eyelashes
My words fail me, but I long to drown in a puddle with you
I force my words into your mouth
We held hands, but now they're gone, vanished without a trace
They're nowhere to be found, no matter how I search
From afar, I hear your faint voice, but it's too late to turn back
All that's left is your lingering scent, untouchable and invisible
A scent with no substance, yet so nostalgic. Why is that, my love?
In my mind's eye, I see your eyes, brimming with tears
I cry and wail, like a petulant child
I throw a tantrum, unable to articulate my pain
My words are mere sounds, escaping my throat
I scream, trying to reach your distant heart
I'm lost in a fog of confusion, my path back to you obscured
The fog envelops me, like your presence, and I revel in it
I wish we could stay like this forever
Let's melt away, become one
My delirious words, spoken with soulless eyes
Breathe life into me, awaken me from this blindness, let the rain fall on this parched land
Darling, by your side, I am but a single drop, falling gently to the floor, disappearing into nothingness
In my mind's eye, I see your eyes, radiant with joy, and I know that you love me
Smile for me, just for now