Текст и перевод песни esseca - Paalam

Paalam

Pagka-tagaltagal kong hinintay ang pagkakataong ito
Pero bakit tila pinagbaliktad ang magkabilang mundo
Mundo nating dalawa sana′y 'di nalang pinagtagpo
Mga alaalay ′di mabura sa isipan ko
Bakit ganito?
Tuwing naririnig ang boses mo
Ang pagpatak ng mga luha'y dirediretso
Patawad sana sa aking mga nagawa
Ngayon alam ko na kung bakit ka nagsawa
Ngayon nag-iisa
Sa aking kwarto, hindi alam kung anong salita
Ang dapat kong sabihin para mawala
Ako sa mundong to
Bakit ganito?
Ako ay susuko
Wag ka nang sumuyo
Ako'y lilisan na
Papalayo

Paalam, paalam, paalam na
Paalam, paalam, paalam na
Hindi na, hindi na, hindi na nga
Hindi na, hindi na, hindi na nga

Pero bakit tila
Pinaglaruan lang tayo ng tadhana?
Sa panahon na ′di maalaga
Bakit parang ′di mo maalala
Ako lang ang lalaki sa isipan mo?
Ngayon binilang ko
Bakit parang tatlo na kami dito?
Sa puso mo
Sa puso mong wala manlang espasyo
Sabi mo ako lang ang mahal mo
Pero parang gago
Ikaw ay nagtatago
Merong panibago
Ilang buwan ang lumipas
Tila 'di ka parin malilimutan
Kung pano nga ba tayo nasayang
Bagong bago pero ba′t kailangan palitan?
Nag-iiwasan
'Di ko matiis, pwede ka bang tawagan?
Ngayong gabi
Ikaw ang kailangan
′Di na makabangon
Kay bilis naman lumipas ng panahon

Siguro nga hindi pa tamang oras para tayong dalawa'y magusap
Hindi ko din alam kung ba′t bigla nalang nawala ang mga pangarap
Bakit ba palagi nalang ako sating dalawa ang naghihirap?
Pano mo ko binitawan na para bang basura sa isang iglap?

Patawad umawat nag mahal at nasaktan
Gabi-gabi'y umiinom, sigarilyong almusal sa umaga; problema
Hanggang dito na nga lang ba?
Wala nang natitirang pag asa
Mala libro na di natin mabasa?
Kay tagal-tagal nakapikit parin ang 'yong mga mata

Tayong dalawa
′Di na masaya
′Di na aasa
Na babalik
Ka pa
Wag na 'kong isipin
Ito ay lilipas din
Pangako saakin
Kakalimutan ko na rin

Mga salitang binitawan
Ba′t pati akoý binitawan
Bigla nalang nang-iwan
Di na ipagpipilitan
Basta't pinagsawaan
May iba ka nang sinasamahan
May iba ka nang sinasamahan
May iba ka nang sinasamahan

Paalam, paalam, paalam na
Paalam, paalam, paalam na
Hindi na, hindi na, hindi na nga
Hindi na, hindi na, hindi na nga

Goodbye

I've been waiting for this opportunity for so long
But why does it seem like both worlds have been turned upside down?
Our two worlds should have never met
Memories can't be erased from my mind
Why is this happening?
Every time I hear your voice
The tears just keep falling
I'm so sorry for what I've done
Now I know why you got tired
Now I'm alone
In my room, not knowing what words
I should say to make myself disappear
From this world
Why is this happening?
I will give up
Don't try to persuade me anymore
I'm leaving now
Going far away

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
It's over, it's over, it's really over
It's over, it's over, it's really over

But why does it seem like
Fate just played with us?
In a time when I can't be cared for
Why can't you seem to remember
That I'm the only man in your mind?
Now I counted
Why does it feel like there are three of us now?
In your heart
In your heart that doesn't even have space
You said I was the only one you loved
But like a fool
You're hiding
There's someone new
A few months have passed
It seems like you can't forget
How we went to waste
Brand new but why did you need to replace it?
We're avoiding each other
I can't stand it, can I call you?
Tonight
You are what I need
I can't get up anymore
Time flies by so fast

Maybe it's not the right time for us to talk
I also don't know why all our dreams suddenly disappeared
Why am I always the one suffering in this relationship?
How could you just drop me like trash in an instant?

I'm sorry for loving, hurting, and getting hurt
Every night I drink, cigarettes for breakfast; problems
Is this really the end?
There's no hope left
Like a book we can't read?
Your eyes have been closed for so long

The two of us
Are not happy anymore
Will not hope
That you will come back
Again
Don't think about me anymore
This will pass too
I promise myself
I will forget too

The words you spoke
Why did you let me go too
Suddenly left
I will not force it
Just got tired
You're with someone else now
You're with someone else now
You're with someone else now

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
It's over, it's over, it's really over
It's over, it's over, it's really over