Текст и перевод песни kiru feat. Merc$ & YVNGRVDD - Manhid

Manhid

Kung hindi mapakali (mapakali), damdamin ko sa 'yo (sa 'yo)
Hinding-hindi nako magsasawang maging gan 'to (maging gan 'to)
Ako sa piling mo (piling mo) sana'y malaman mo
Na ako ay 'yong alipin ng pag-ibig na ito (na ito)

Ba-bakit ba nagkagagan'to ang aking sinta
Sa 'kin nababatog
Ng bigla na lang nagunaw ang mundo
Bakit ba gan 'to
Hindi ko namalayan 'to (namalayan 'to)
Nawalan na lang ng gana ang bigat ng 'yong dala
Hindi ko na lubos maisip na kung bakit ba
Nagkagan'to tayong dalawa, tayong dalawa
Hindi na rin maintihan ang nangyari sa 'tin bakit ba
Hindi na pwedeng balikan ang lahat
Ng pinagsamahan natin nauwi lang sa wala
Parang wala na tayo kaya ang mundo bigla na lang
Nasira gumulo ayoko na ng ganito (ganito)
Pagmulat sa umaga ako'y malungkot na
Naalala ang kahapon ng aking sinisinta
Sinisisi ang sarili kung bakit ba nagkakaganon
Pinagsamahan natin nawalan na lang ng direksyon
Ang buhay ko dati masigla ngunit ngayon
Dumidilim ang panahon nananaginip pa lang noon
Binigay ko ang lahat, sinakripisyo ang lahat
Pero hindi pa rin pinili pagka't 'di naging sapat 'to sa iyo

Kung hindi mapakali, damdamin ko sa 'yo (sa 'yo)
Hinding-hindi na ko magsasawang maging gan'to
Ako sa piling mo, sanay malaman mo
Na ako ay yong alipin ng pag-ibig na ito

Nasa'n na yung dating parang nawala
Wala ka na (wala ka na), kahit ipagpilitan pa
'Di bale na ('di bale na), alam ko na wala ka na
Kung babalik pa nasa'n ka, kung babalik ay 'wag na lang
Ibalik lahat ng sandali, kahit ang puso ko'y sawi
Ibalik kahit na ngiti, bawasan lang ang pighati
Sa eksena ay palamuti, lagi lang sa isang tabi
Kausapin man ay papilit swerte na kung katabi
Sa iyong ganda napatingin, tinamaan yata ang praning
Sarili ko ay sagipin, panaginip lang 'to alisin
Kung ikaw lang din mamahalin, mas mabuting malulong sa gin
Tinamaan man at naaning, manhid na ako sa salamin

Sino bang may kasalanan, lagi na lang gan 'to
Pag-ibig mo ay nasa puso at isipan ko
Gusto ko na malinawan, pag-ibig na sinayang
Nakakapanghinayang, yeah
Sabihin mo sa 'kin, lumabas ka at umamin
Umamin ka at sabihin baka pwede ka pang patawarin
Sa dami ng kasalanan, mga away at tampuhan
Sa dami ng yong sinayang mas mabuti pang lumisan
Ikaw pa rin ang baby ko

Numb

If I can't be still (be still), my feelings for you (for you)
I'll never get tired of being like this (being like this)
Me by your side (your side) I hope you know
That I am your slave to this love (to this)

Wh-why is my love like this
It suddenly dawned on me
When the world suddenly ended
Why is it like this
I didn't realize this (realize this)
The weight you carry suddenly lost its appeal
I can't quite figure out why
This happened to us, to us
I can't understand what happened to us, why
We can't go back to everything
Of what we shared, it all came to nothing
It's like we're gone, so the world suddenly
Broke down, messed up, I don't want this anymore (this anymore)
Waking up in the morning, I'm sad
Remembering yesterday with my beloved
Blaming myself for why it happened
What we shared lost its direction
My life used to be vibrant but now
The times are getting dark, it was just a dream back then
I gave everything, sacrificed everything
But you still didn't choose me because it wasn't enough for you

If I can't be still, my feelings for you (for you)
I'll never get tired of being like this
Me by your side, I hope you know
That I am your slave to this love

Where is the old you, it seems to have disappeared
You're gone (you're gone), even if I insist
Never mind (never mind), I know you're gone
If you come back, where are you, if you come back, don't
Bring back all the moments, even though my heart is broken
Bring back even a smile, just lessen the grief
A decoration in the scene, always on the sidelines
Even talking is forced, lucky if I'm next to you
I looked at your beauty, I think the crazy one got hit
Save myself, this is just a dream, get rid of it
If it's only you I'll love, it's better to indulge in gin
Even if I'm smitten and hurt, I'm numb to the mirror

Who's to blame, it's always like this
Your love is in my heart and mind
I want to be clear, the love that was wasted
Such a pity, yeah
Tell me, come out and confess
Confess and tell me, maybe I can still forgive you
For all the mistakes, the fights and quarrels
For all that you've wasted, it's better to leave
You're still my baby