Текст и перевод песни koutx - desvaríos

desvaríos

Yeh, nada sé
No me puedo perdonar
(No me puedo perdonar)

¿Y si el dolor no me conviene y me insulta?
¿Estaré mejor si salgo y le digo que no quiero estar?
La culpa la tengo yo por hacerme el de confiar

Traté de amarme y aun así no me gusta
¿Realmente merezco una oportunidad más?
O, ¿ya esta?
No lo quiero pensar

No me siento ni bien ni mal
Tal vez la muerte sea un mejor lugar
Con desvaríos dentro de mi Mind
Busco ayuda y nunca voy a encontrarla

Como estoy quisiera confesarte
Siempre fue incomodo verme llorar
No es porque quiera que me quieran más
Es porque necesito desahogarme

¿Ver que mas? Si no ven lo que das
Suelen ser los demás, ¿Qué me quieren atar?
Ya no sé, ya no sé, ya no sé, ya no sé
Ya no quiero estar tan apurado

¿Qué pasará?
Si de hacer la mitad
Paso a ser alguien mas
Pero, ¿no hay vuelta atrás?

Ya no sé, ya no sé, ya no sé, ya no sé
Yo solo espero verme curar

Yeh, no me sale verme curar
Todos mis males, todo es mental

Estuve pensando en que voy a hacer
Si de mi mente o de mi cuerpo cuales debo ceder
Buscando el precio adecuado a mi ser
¿Realmente valdrá la pena sanar por to' lo que sé?

Ravings

Yeah, I don't know anything
I can't forgive myself
(I can't forgive myself)

What if the pain doesn't suit me and insults me?
Would I be better off if I came out and told him I don't want to be?
It's my fault for making myself out to be trustworthy

I tried to love myself and still don't like myself
Do I really deserve one more chance?
Or, is that it?
I don't want to think about it

I don't feel good or bad
Maybe death is a better place
With ravings inside my mind
I seek help and I'm never going to find it

As I am, I'd like to confess to you
It was always uncomfortable to see me cry
It's not because I want people to love me more
It's because I need to vent

What else can you do if they don't see what you give?
They are usually the others, what do they want to tie me down?
I don't know anymore, I don't know anymore, I don't know anymore, I don't know anymore
I don't want to be in such a hurry anymore

What will happen?
If from doing half
I become someone else
But, is there no going back?

I don't know anymore, I don't know anymore, I don't know anymore, I don't know anymore
I just hope to see myself heal

Yeah, I can't see myself heal
All my ills, everything is mental

I've been thinking about what I'm going to do
Whether my mind or my body, which one should I give up?
Searching for the right price for my being
Will it really be worth healing for all that I know?