Текст и перевод песни koutx - sombra

sombra

Ahora como yo te miro sabiendo que hiciste mil cosas para no ceder?
No es todo, me duele saber que el morir esta cerca y me tiene rehén
Solo no sé que es lo que esperan de mí yo me quiero pirar
No puedo ser o no ser, esta mierda me agobia y ya me hace delirar

No lo sé, nunca soy el primero
Me cansé de seguir en su juego
¿No lo ven?, yo siento que me muero
Puede ser que seamos todos ciegos

Pero creen que no los veo
Solo sé que no me niego
Sé lo que esconden mis miedos
Parece que no me quiero mas

Solo me quejo y así me cuesta mas aceptar
Que sí, vivo en una peli donde no me tengan ni tenga que dar
Yo no me quiero morir, menos los quiero dejar
Quiero empezar a vivir porque vivo sin alma y no sé donde podría parar

Realmente quiero tomármelo normal
Pero ves, cada que pasa me nombra
Paso la vida buscando la forma
De lo que me ha dejado en las sombras

Tengo mis ganas de ser el que sana y mas de comer
Me lo impiden las horas
Cuanto me falta para poder ser el que le va bien?
Ya no aguanto mas, fuck that

Realmente quiero tomármelo normal
Pero cada vez que pasa me nombra
Toda vida buscándole la forma
De esa fiera que me dejó en las sombras

Tengo que buscarle una razón ya
De por que mi aura hace que se esconda
Espero que no pase a mi deshonra
Yo lo sé, no merezco las cosas que pasé

Shadow

Now, how can I look at you, knowing you did a thousand things not to give in?
It's not everything; it pains me to know that death is near and has me captive.
I don't know what they want from me. I feel like I want to get away.
I can't be or not to be. This shit overwhelms me and drives me to insanity.

I don't know. I'm never first.
I got tired of playing their game.
Can't you see? I feel like I'm dying.
Maybe we're all blind.

But you think I don't see you.
I know I'm not denying it.
I know what my fears hide.
It seems like I don't love myself anymore.

I just complain, and it makes it harder for me to accept.
Okay, I live in a movie where I don't have to be or give.
I don't want to die. I don't want to leave you guys.
I want to start living because I'm living without a soul, and I don't know where I could stop.

I really want to take it normally,
But you see, every time it happens, she mentions me in vain.
I spend my life looking for the way
Of what has left me in the shadows.

I have the desire to be the one who heals and more to eat,
The hours prevent me.
When will I be able to be the one who is doing well?
I can't take it anymore. Fuck that.

I really want to take it normally,
But every time it happens, she mentions me in vain.
I spend my life looking for the way
Of that wild beast that left me in the shadows.

I have to find a reason now
Of why my aura makes it hide.
I hope it doesn't become my dishonor.
I know I don't deserve the things that happened to me.