Текст и перевод песни lecca - モトカレ

モトカレ

For my Ex...

今きみは誰と 向かい合い笑ってる?
どうか幸せでいて、って願っていながら私は泣いている

その名前耳にしたときそこだけ切り取ったみたいに頭に残った
いやでも聞こえてくるきみの「その後」 私なしで泣いているかと
思ったらそんなことない いつものクラブにも
顔出して前と変わらず 仲間うちでさわいでる
もしかして別れたことがきみにとっても
動き止めるような悲劇なんじゃないかって

ああ 私はきみのことを まだ好きな気持ちを
なくせないまま ふたりのたどりついたかもしれない未来と闘ってる

今きみは誰と 向かい合い笑ってる?
どうか幸せでいて、って願っていながら私は泣いている

別れて初めて顔合わせたのは いつか二人で顔出したクラブ
共通の仲間が見守る中 みじめには見えたくないから笑って
きみの隣にいる子は私の友達でもあるんだと思ってたけど
きみがそれで幸せならただ一言「またね」って告げて帰りたいけど
説明のできない複雑な気持ち 顔と声が嘘ついておかしくなりそう
きみが今でも輝いていて欲しい その反面、輝き失ってて欲しい
わかってる、最悪なアイデア 思いついてはひとりで泣いてら
がんばれ私 運命の相手じゃないのに希望いつまでも抱いてた

今きみは誰と 向かい合い笑ってる?
どうか幸せでいて、って願っていながら私は泣いている

私のすべて 見ていてくれた 私を全部 受け入れてくれた
あなたがくれた 自信と勇気は 残したまんま先にゆくけど いいかな

My Ex...

My Ex...

Who are you facing now and smiling with?
I wish you happiness, but I'm crying as I say it

When I heard your name, it stuck in my head as if everything else had disappeared
And I couldn't help but hear about what happened to you "after," without me
I wondered if you were crying, but then I heard you were still going to the same clubs as before
Hanging out with your friends and having fun like nothing had changed
Could it be that breaking up with me wasn't
A tragedy that would make you stop living your life?

Oh, I can't get over the fact that I still love you
And I'm fighting the future we could have had together

Who are you facing now and smiling with?
I wish you happiness, but I'm crying as I say it

The first time we saw each other after we broke up was at the club we used to go to together
We were both surrounded by friends, and I didn't want to seem pathetic, so I smiled
I thought the girl next to you was my friend, but
If that's what makes you happy, then I just want to say "see you later" and leave
But my face and voice were betraying the complicated feelings I couldn't explain
I wanted you to still be radiant, but I also wanted you to be miserable without me
I know it's a terrible thing to think, but I can't stop crying about it
Good luck to me, because I'm the one who can't let go of hope, even though you're not the one for me

Who are you facing now and smiling with?
I wish you happiness, but I'm crying as I say it

You saw everything about me, and you accepted me for who I was
I'll keep the confidence and courage you gave me, but is it okay if I move on?