Текст и перевод песни out of survice - Pygmalion

Pygmalion

何一つ表情を変えず
喋らない君を
閉じ込めて離さないずっと

君の背中は
微かな温もりもなくて
守りたかったのは
愛じゃなくって
血を吐く思いで探す
手に入れた物が
本当にあるって
信じていたの今まで

君が笑ってる気がした
嬉しいはずなのに
身震いが止まらないずっと

拙い演技で
誤魔化せるほどの日常
守れなかったのは
愛じゃなくって
どこに落としてきたんだろう
見つからなくて
当然だと知る
飼われてたの誰かに

確かめたくて両手を千切って
優しく中を覗く
どこかにあるはず本当の僕は
そう、ピグマリオン

守りたかったのは
愛じゃなくって
もう確かめられない
嫌われたくて
乱暴する前に
壊れていたの見つけた

Pygmalion

With a face devoid of emotion,
You who never speak,
I have you locked away and keep you thus, forever.

There is
No warmth to be found in your touch,
And what I sought to protect
Was not love.
In my delusional search for it,
I thought the thing I possessed
Was real.
I had always believed this lie.

I imagined I saw you smile,
Yet I feel no joy,
Only endless shivers.

With my clumsy performance,
I can no longer hide my daily struggle.
What I failed to protect
Was not love.
Where did I lose sight of it?
I cannot find it,
And now I know it was inevitable.
I was someone else's possession.

In a desperate attempt to prove myself,
I tore my hands apart
And gently peered inside,
Searching for the real me.

What I sought to protect
Was not love.
I can no longer find it.
I wanted you to hate me,
To harm you before you could do the same,
But I found that I was already broken.