Текст и перевод песни sajou no hana - Hedgehog

Hedgehog

犯した罪は、この背に負うにはあまりに醜悪な、無数の針だった。
君につけた傷の数だけの針が、僕の孤独を色濃くする。
わかっているよ。君に近づくこと、二度と叶わない。それが罰だった。
計算してしまう。僕らの理想の距離は途方も無いほど遠くて。

鈍くなってしまった頭で考えている。
遠くからでいい。知らなくていい。君を守りたい。

So we can't be closer anymore
Or you will be infected with my darkness
Thinking about it drives me crazy
My spines have hurt you many times
All I can do is stay away from you
'Cause I'm a helpless hedgehog

犯した罪は、この背に負うにはあまりに醜悪な、無数の針だった。
濯ごうとも、錆びついた血の匂いは、こびりついて離れないから。

願わくば、無垢なる祈りを。
白く澄んだ、簡素な言葉で。

いつからこうなってしまった？
自罰の念に潰されそうだ。
その眼で僕を見つめないで。
優しさを見せないでくれ。
僕をずっと拒んでいてよ。

So we can't be closer anymore
Or you will be infected with my darkness
Thinking about it drives me crazy
My spines have hurt you many times
All I can do is stay away from you
'Cause I'm a helpless hedgehog

Hedgehog

The sins I committed are countless thorns, too horrific to bear on my back.
For every wound I inflicted on you, a thorn blooms, intensifying my solitude.
I know, it's a punishment. I can never get close to you again.
I calculate, the ideal distance between us is so impossibly vast.

I ponder with my dull mind.
Even from afar, without you knowing, I want to protect you.

So we can't be closer anymore
Or you will be infected with my darkness
Thinking about it drives me crazy
My spines have hurt you many times
All I can do is stay away from you
'Cause I'm a helpless hedgehog

The sins I committed are countless thorns, too horrific to bear on my back.
No matter how much I wash, the rusted scent of blood clings, refusing to leave.

I wish for a pure prayer.
With simple words, as pure and clear as white.

Since when did I become like this?
I feel like I'm being crushed by self-punishment.
Don't look at me with those eyes.
Don't show me kindness.
Keep rejecting me, forever.

So we can't be closer anymore
Or you will be infected with my darkness
Thinking about it drives me crazy
My spines have hurt you many times
All I can do is stay away from you
'Cause I'm a helpless hedgehog