Текст и перевод песни sajou no hana - ex

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張り付くぬるい風今夜は雨らしい
置き忘れた傘錆び付きわからない

変われない心はあの時のままで
泣いて喚いて世界を受け入れない

選んで歩んでいたのに
進んでみたら最低な選択 僕を嫌いだ

今は手違いだろう
責めて責めて安らぐ なんて浅はかなんだ
街も見えない空の中夢中でもがいていたって
誰も出会えない... 知っているけど
それしか術がないんだ

否定されたほうがいい 無責任な言葉
ありがとうを言う度また一人になる

泥の入った靴 足取り重くて
いっそ止まって全てを諦めよう

盗んで手に入るなら
躊躇わず喜んでそれを僕は奪うの？

殻を脱ぎ捨てたら
それはそれは酷く目も当てられないんだ
さして語る事なんてない夢や希望を背にして
世界をわかったふり
どうぞ笑ってよ

僕を嫌いだ今は手違いだろう
責めて責めて安らぐ なんて浅はかなんだ
街も見えない空の中夢中でもがいていたって
誰も出会えない... 知っているけど
それしか術がないんだ

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The lukewarm breeze is sticky, it's going to rain tonight
The forgotten umbrella rusted, I can't tell

My unyielding heart remains as it was back then
Crying and screaming, refusing to accept the world

I had been choosing to walk
But once I started, it was the worst choice, hate me

This must be a mistake
Blaming and blaming, finding comfort, how shallow it was
Even if I flail desperately in the sky where I can't see the city
I won't meet anyone... I know it
But it's the only way

It's better to be rejected, irresponsible words
Every time I say thank you, I'm alone again

My shoes filled with mud, my steps heavy
I might as well stop and give up everything

If I could have it by stealing
Would I hesitate, would I gladly take it?

If I shed my shell
It would be hideous, unbearable
Putting aside dreams and hopes, nothing much to say
Pretending to understand the world
Please, laugh at me

Hate me, this must be a mistake
Blaming and blaming, finding comfort, how shallow it was
Even if I flail desperately in the sky where I can't see the city
I won't meet anyone... I know it
But it's the only way