Текст и перевод песни school food punishment - How to Go

How to Go

こんなはずじゃないんだ 頭抱え
飽和した世界から 逃げ出したくてもがいている
さらさら 砂のように時が過ぎる
代わり映えのしない現状 夢のない明日を見つめ

迷ってばかりの昨日
さよならしたい
抗うように 手を伸ばしてみる

何百万回 泣いて 生まれ変わるよ
赤い目のままで行こう
描いた未来へ
ここまでおいで 手を鳴らしてる
君はどこの誰？
闇に目を凝らして

人の群れ まるで氷のよう
気持ちだけじゃ溶かせない 固く閉じた世界
触れる度 心が冷えて
今さら足掻いたって 立ち止まって Game Over?

現実は甘くない
飲み込みたくないくらい
蔓延る雑念 断ち切って 闇を抜けて

毎日 毎晩 抱いて 擦り切れた夢
じっと見つめて ぎゅっと力込めた
奇跡はないんだ あるわけがないや
行こう 今なら まだ間に合うから

何百万回 泣いて 生まれ変わるよ
風が頬 乾かしてく 描いた未来へ
ここまでおいで 手を鳴らしてる
心なしか ほら 優しい君の声
何も見えない わかんない
それでも行くよ
光が差す 君が待つ場所へ

How to Go

I shouldn't be this way, grabbing my head
I want to escape from this saturated world, but I'm struggling
Time keeps slipping away like loose sand
Staring at a future with no hope, with no change in sight

With regrets from yesterday
I want to say goodbye
I extend my hand as if to fight against it

Millions of times I've cried and reborn
I'll just keep on going with my eyes still red
To the future I've envisioned
Come here, I'm waving my hand
Who are you? Where are you from?
My eyes are fixed on the darkness

The crowd is like ice
I can't melt it with my feelings alone, it's a cold, closed-off world
My heart feels colder every time my skin touches it
Am I already Game Over if I'm struggling now?

Reality is harsh
I can't comprehend it
To break through the rampant negative thoughts, I'll cut through the darkness

Every day, every night, I hold on to my threadbare dreams
I stare at them and clench my fists
There are no miracles, it can't be done
I have to go now, while I still have time

Millions of times I've cried and reborn
The wind will dry the tears on my cheeks as I head towards the future I've envisioned
Come here, I'm waving my hand
It seems like the sound of your voice is getting gentler
I can't see anything, I don't understand
But I'll still go
To where the light shines, to where you wait