Текст и перевод песни syudou - アタシ

アタシ

育ってきた環境が違うから
好き嫌いの概念が逆なの
正論 倫理 共感されないの
アタシにはみんなが嫌った音楽が似合うし
群れて時間を浪費なんてしないの
それに不満も感じないで過ごしてたのに
それだってのに

アナタをいつか知ったせいで迷う
やっぱ普通もいいな
理想と理性でがんじがらめ

分からないのさ普通の愛
アタシは自由に生きていく
馬鹿みたいに興味ないのさ
アタシは自由に生きていく

墓に入り灰になるまで
独りでいようと思ったのに
たまらないくらいに愛したい
アナタの比重が増していく
アタシは自由に生きていく

舞踏会でダンスだって出来るし
燃える様な旋律奏でるのに
それが何故か戦慄逆撫でるの不思議だね
ドラマとか見て予習していたはずなのに
好きな人に渡しちゃうベラドンナ
彼ベーコンが大好きだって事なのに
歯向かってハム買ってしまうの

自意識ってホント強敵まるでハイド
アタシを舐めんな
スナッチクラッチ万字固め

分かりたいのさ普通の愛
アタシは自由に生きていく
金はたいて買えやしないらしい
アタシは自由に生きていく

周りと自分の認知の差
埋め合わせれんのを待ってんじゃ
間に合わないから今は
露骨に無骨に愛を歌う

アタシはどうせ
どっちつかずのアウトキャスト

拒む者がいようとも
アタシは自由に生きていく
生まれてから死ぬまで
誰もが自由だろ

分からないのさ普通の愛
アタシは自由に生きていく
馬鹿みたいに興味ないのさ
アタシは自由に生きていく

墓に入り灰になるまで
独りでいようと思ったのに
たまらないくらいに愛し合いたい
アナタの比重が増してアタシ
アナタを理由に生きていく

アタシは自由に生きている

Me

We grew up in different worlds, see,
Our likes and dislikes are contrary.
My logic, morals, you don't agree,
The music everyone hates, it suits me.
Wasting time in crowds, I'd rather not,
Content with my solitude, I thought.
And yet, and yet...

Since I met you, I've been in doubt,
Maybe "normal" isn't so bad.
Ideals and reason tie me down, now.

I don't understand this "normal" love,
I'll live my life the way I please.
Like an idiot, I don't care enough,
I'll live my life the way I please.

Until I'm in my grave, turned to dust,
I thought I'd be alone, always thus.
But I want to love you, unbearably just,
You're becoming more important to me, it's a must.
I'll live my life the way I please.

I can dance at a ball, you see,
Play melodies burning bright and free,
But for some reason, it unnerves me, strangely.
I studied dramas, thought I was ready,
But I'd give you belladonna, steady.
You love bacon, that's your favorite treat,
But I'd defy you and buy ham, can't be beat.

Self-consciousness, a true enemy, like Hyde,
Don't underestimate me inside.
Snatch clutch, figure-four leg lock applied.

I want to understand this "normal" love,
I'll live my life the way I please.
Seems like it can't be bought with money, from above,
I'll live my life the way I please.

The gap between how others see and I perceive,
Waiting for it to close, I won't believe.
There's no time, so for now I will conceive,
A love song, blatant and uncouth, I weave.

I'm just a
Wavering outcast, anyway.

Even if someone objects, I'll say,
I'll live my life the way I please.
From birth until death, come what may,
Everyone is free, isn't that the way?

I don't understand this "normal" love,
I'll live my life the way I please.
Like an idiot, I don't care enough,
I'll live my life the way I please.

Until I'm in my grave, turned to dust,
I thought I'd be alone, always thus.
But I want us to love, unbearably just,
You're becoming more of me, because
I'll live my life for you, because.

I'm living my life the way I please.