Текст и перевод песни たかやん - There's always war in the house

There's always war in the house

熱く明るい意識求めて
真顔で生きる
愛も無く作られた
安いお菓子を
落ちても食べる

何の為の My life
思い全て悟る毎回
下を見て見上げ
視る空には
いつも滲んだ雫 邪魔した
OK 元から無い居場所
親愛が罵声と暴力
「お絵かきが友達」
タララドゥルルララララララ

でも心配いらないから
見守ってるからね
でもいいかい？
一つだけだよ
もっと愛してよ

誰も居ないな
痛みには慣れた！
作る 引き摺る 潜る
崩す 浮腫む
赤い溝溢れる！
脳味噌のしわ
抉れ出すまま
Cry 暗い Goodnight

飛んで行け
頑張って買った僕の飛行機
おしりなぐられて
一直線に僕のほっぺ
辞めてほんと五月蝿いよ
目に見えない場所 痛いよ
僕を忘れて
寂しい 助けて

何時間もこの戦争は終わらない
思い切り目を瞑るおまじない
家庭の思い出 バラバラ
青と肌の身体
逃げても醒めるんだ 夢の中
叶うなら 描いてた絵の中
生まれる前で Stay, stay
できればよかったのにな

でも心配いらないから
見守ってるからね
でもいいかい？
一つだけだよ
僕を殺してよ

誰も居ないな
痛みには慣れた！
作る 引き摺る 潜る
崩す 浮腫む
赤い溝 溢れる！
脳味噌のしわ
抉れ出すまま
Cry 暗い Goodnight

ある日抱き締めてくれた
僕はもう居なかった

There's always war in the house

In search of a bright and passionate consciousness,
I live with a straight face.
I eat the cheap candies
That were made without love,
Even if I drop them.

What is my life for?
Every time, I come to understand everything.
Looking down and looking up,
In the sky that I see,
There are always smudged drops that get in my way.
OK, I never had a place to belong.
The affection is insults and violence.
“Drawing is my friend.”
Ta-ra-ra-doo-ru-la-la-la-la-la-la-la.

But don't worry, my dear,
Because I'm watching over you.
But is it okay?
There's just one thing.
Love me more.

There's no one here.
I'm used to the pain!
I create, I drag, I dive,
I collapse, I swell.
The red溝overflows!
The wrinkles in my brain,
Will be gouged out as they are.
Cry, dark, goodnight.

Fly away,
The airplane I bought with all my effort.
I was spanked,
Straight across my cheek.
Stop it, you're really being noisy.
I'm hurting in a place you can't see.
Forget about me.
I'm lonely, help me.

This war will never end, not for hours.
I shut my eyes tight, an incantation.
The memories of my family, scattered.
A body that's blue and flesh-colored.
Even if I run away, I'll wake up, in the middle of a dream.
If it were possible, in the絵の中I would have drawn,
Stay, stay, before I was born.
If only that were possible.

But don't worry, my dear,
Because I'm watching over you.
But is it okay?
There's just one thing.
Kill me.

There's no one here.
I'm used to the pain!
I create, I drag, I dive,
I collapse, I swell.
Red溝overflows!
The wrinkles in my brain,
Will be gouged out as they are.
Cry, dark, goodnight.

One day, you hugged me,
But I was no longer there.