Текст и перевод песни Tricot - プラスチック

プラスチック

大切なのはお腹のホクロ
これだけは残してね
唯一彼が彼である証
繊細な縫い目はまるでお人形
引きつった瞼は連日
泣き腫らしたかのよう
自然な仕上がり ほら、まるで
あの、あの子、あの子みたいね
笑っちゃって最後まで言えない
ごめんなさい
あぁなんかもうずっと前から
中身全部無くなっちゃって
だけどまた誰かを否定しなきゃ
今にも心が破裂しそう
洋服の中から零れる棘
いつの間にこんなに隠していたの
消毒液で落とさなきゃ こっちを向いて
決して良いようにはしないからね
貴方が憎んだ 染み、皺、垂水の三拍子
身体ごと燃やしちゃえば
どれもこれも残らないものばかり
どんなに騙されたって
貴方は泣いちゃいけない
その芝居がかった涙が気に触る
可哀想なのは私
こんな時にもしたがるなんて本当にもう
救いようが無い
あぁ なんかもうずっと前から
中身全部無くなっちゃって
だけどまた誰かを否定しなきゃ
今にも心が破裂しそう？
私だって少しは悪い事したい
嫌われてもみたい
先生は体内を計算して
処方してくれるけど
その傷跡は癒えないで
これだけは残してね
それは私
悪い私を示す 大事な印

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What matters is the birthmark on your tummy
Leave only that behind
The only proof that he's him
The delicate stitches are like a doll
Taut eyelids are every day
As if swollen from crying
Natural finish, you see, just like
You know, that girl, that girl
I can't help but laugh and can't finish my sentence
I'm sorry
Ah, you know, I have felt this way for a long time now
I've lost everything inside me
But I have to deny someone again
My heart feels like it's going to burst
Thorns spilling out from my clothes
When did I start hiding so much of myself?
I have to clean it with disinfectant, turn to face me
I will never make it better for you, you know
The three evils you hated, the blemishes, the wrinkles, the sagginess
If I just burn my whole body
They will all be gone without a trace
No matter how much you try to deceive me
You don't deserve to cry
Your theatrical tears irritate me
I'm the one who deserves pity
Even at a time like this, you still want to do it? You really are
Hopeless
Ah, you know, I've felt this way for a long time now
I've lost everything inside me
But I have to deny someone again
My heart feels like it's going to burst?
I want to do something a little bad, too
I want to be hated
The doctor calculates my vitals
And gives me a prescription
But the scars won't heal
Leave only this behind
That's me
The important mark that shows the wicked me