Текст и перевод песни Şanışer - Kaç Kere Öldün?

Kaç Kere Öldün?

Yaralar aynılar, dayanmaz gönlün
Bilirim, acı yalanlar gördün
Uyan! Yüzüne kaç kere sustun yâr?
Dört yanına duvarlar ördün
Işık yok aranmaz ömrün
Uyan! Kaç kere sustun yâr?
Bu gece kaç kere öldün?
Ölümü hayal edersin ya bazen
Dar bi' anda tatlı gelir intihar
Ailen var bi' yanda, boş verirsin
Çekilir zayiatlar
Aşk şarkısı dinlemek gibidir
Saian'dan hayat
Boyna halat
Ya şah olur ya mat insan
Ya kış olur arar insaf
Yazın, güzün araf
Ya karaf ol ya şarap
Elinde sadece siyah kalem var ama gökkuşağı yarat
Tabii olmaz, tavında demlenirsin
Gün gelir en sevmediğin yanında beslenirsin
Sevmediğin bi' yerde eşek yükü borca girer
Aslında sevmediğin bir kadınla evlenirsin
Yanarsın, Güneş kararsın
Kalınca kararsız paran çıkışmaz aklın yarım ararsın
Hayallerin büyük hayatın küçük
Üzgünüm, düşündüklerin değil yaptıkların kadarsın
Hazmedersin, arabalardan ve siyasetten bahsedip büyüdüm zannedersin
Omzunda borçlar, ruhunu kaybedersin
Umarım bi' gün bunlar için kendini affedersin
Yâr, yenilecek tarafım var mı? (Dayan!)
Yaralar aynılar, dayanmaz gönlün
Bilirim, acı yalanlar gördün
Uyan! Yüzüne kaç kere sustun yâr?
(Bir gecede kaç kere sövdün?)
Dört yanına duvarlar ördün
Işık yok aranmaz ömrün
Uyan! Kaç kere sustun yâr?
(Bi' gecede kaç kere öldün?)
Bıkarsın küllerin deşmesinden
Bir kart gelmemesinden gülmenin destesinden
Hiçbir şey değişmeden günlerin geçmesinden
Ne düşün'ceğini TV'de gündemin seçmesinden
Bi' notasın harp bestesinden
Ölüm var, bir anda yolun biter kalp sektesinden
Bırak affetmesinler
Bilirim, duyulur gülümsesen de o ince kasvet sesinden
Yamarsın, tam yere abarsın
Kuruşla kıt kanaat yaşarsın ama zam gelir amansız (ah)
Çocuğun hasta tanyeli ağarsın
"Ne zormuş ulan!" dersin hayat
Anneni anarsın
Çevrende kimsenin gıkı çıkmaz
Mesai sonu birkaç sigara kısık ışıklar
Trafik sıkışık, kahretsin ki sık ışık var
Aynada donuk gözlerini sarar kırışıklar
İnan aynıyız hepimiz
Yastayız tenimizde, yalvarış sesimiz
Kan ağlarken içimiz
İyi görünmek için Instagram'da gülecek kadar hastayız hepimiz
Saklarız tafrayı, kederi; ebedi dertlerimizden sürekli kaçmayı deneriz
Mutlu olmayı çoktan unutmuş olsak da
Hep mutluymuşuz gibi yapmayı seçeriz
Yaralar aynılar, dayanmaz gönlün
Bilirim, acı yalanlar gördün
Uyan! Yüzüne kaç kere sustun yâr?
(Bir gecede kaç kere sövdün?)
Dört yanına duvarlar ördün
Işık yok aranmaz ömrün
Uyan! Kaç kere sustun yâr?
(Bi' gecede kaç kere öldün?)
Yaralar aynılar, dayanmaz gönlün
Bilirim, acı yalanlar gördün
Uyan! Yüzüne kaç kere sustun yâr?
(Bir gecede kaç kere sövdün?)
Dört yanına duvarlar ördün
Işık yok aranmaz ömrün
Uyan! Kaç kere sustun yâr?
(Bi' gecede kaç kere öldün?)

How Many Times Have You Died?

The wounds are the same, your heart can't bear it
I know, you've seen bitter lies
Wake up! How many times have you been silent to your own face, love?
You've built walls around yourself
There's no light, your life is not sought after
Wake up! How many times have you been silent, love?
How many times have you died tonight?
You dream of death sometimes, don't you?
In a tight spot, suicide feels sweet
You have family on one side, you don't care
Casualties are taken
Life is like listening to a love song
From Saian
Rope around the neck
Man becomes either king or checkmated
Winter comes, seeking mercy
Summer, autumn, purgatory
Be either a decanter or wine
You only have a black pen in your hand, but create a rainbow
Of course not, you'll brew at your own pace
One day you'll feed next to the one you hate the most
You'll get into a donkey load of debt in a place you don't like
Actually, you'll marry a woman you don't love
You'll burn, the Sun will darken
When you're indecisive, your money won't come out, your mind is half-searching
Your dreams are big, your life is small
Sorry, you are only as much as you do, not as much as you think
You'll digest it, you'll think you've grown up talking about cars and politics
Debts on your shoulders, you'll lose your soul
I hope one day you forgive yourself for these things
Love, do I have a side to lose? (Hold on!)
The wounds are the same, your heart can't bear it
I know, you've seen bitter lies
Wake up! How many times have you been silent to your own face, love?
(How many times have you cursed in one night?)
You've built walls around yourself
There's no light, your life is not sought after
Wake up! How many times have you been silent, love?
(How many times have you died in one night?)
You get tired of digging up ashes
From a card not coming from the deck of laughter
From the days passing without anything changing
From the agenda on TV choosing what you think
A note from a war composition
There is death, the road ends suddenly from a heart attack
Let them not forgive
I know, it can be heard from the subtle gloom in your voice even if you smile
You patch up, you exaggerate to the right place
You live with a penny and a meager life, but the raise comes mercilessly (ah)
Your child is sick, your hair turns white
You say, "Damn, life is hard!"
You remember your mother
No one around you makes a peep
A few cigarettes after work, dim lights
Traffic is jammed, damn it, there's a tight light
Wrinkles wrap your dull eyes in the mirror
Believe me, we're all the same
We are pillows in our skin, our pleading voice
While our insides are bleeding
We're all sick enough to smile on Instagram to look good
We hide the fray, the sorrow; we constantly try to escape from our eternal troubles
Even if we have long forgotten how to be happy
We choose to always act as if we are happy
The wounds are the same, your heart can't bear it
I know, you've seen bitter lies
Wake up! How many times have you been silent to your own face, love?
(How many times have you cursed in one night?)
You've built walls around yourself
There's no light, your life is not sought after
Wake up! How many times have you been silent, love?
(How many times have you died in one night?)
The wounds are the same, your heart can't bear it
I know, you've seen bitter lies
Wake up! How many times have you been silent to your own face, love?
(How many times have you cursed in one night?)
You've built walls around yourself
There's no light, your life is not sought after
Wake up! How many times have you been silent, love?
(How many times have you died in one night?)