Текст и перевод песни Şehinşah - En Eskiden Beri

En Eskiden Beri

Gezer on the beat

En eskiden beri ben derdi herkesin
Nedeni ben bendim yetmedi, yeterli gelmedi
Denedim değmezdi değmedi, feleğin yerle bir çemberi
Sebepsiz nefreti, en eskiden beri

En eskiden beri epey bi' sert geçti gerçeğim
Genetiğim her şeyi besledi, pederin ters tepti genleri
"Metelik ver" dedim vermedi, "Şerefsiz" derken içten dedi
E ben de dinledim en eskiden beri

Neşeli bir adamdım en eskiden beri
(Ah, sen) yüreğimi kararttın eksenimden çekil
(Ah, sen) tüm evimi yağmala yeter ki ver beni
(Ah, sen) şüpheli bir Allah'a sevk ettim ben seni

Ah, ellerinde rehin tek gerçeğim, teselli vermeyin
Etse de linç, hepsi geçse çetin pes etmedim
Cennetteyim, cehennemden geldim elleşmeyin
Testten geçip ehlilleşti resmen cevher rap'im

Meşalelerle peşimizde Melis'im, tüm ülke eminim
Sıkı tut elimi, içlerinden geçelim
Şekiller değişik, yüzler belli belirsiz
Temelli benimsin, biziz devleri şehirin

Devleri şehirin, devleri şehirin
En eskiden beri devim, hiç eğilmemiştim
Yerin dibine girerim o gözlerin için
Desinler "Rezillik", sikimde değil hiç

Mevsimler geldi geçti, nergislerin telaşesi o
Derin dehlizlerinde yâd ediyorken eskileri
Belki beni merak ediyo
Hepsi nerdeyim, sessizleştikçe daha geriyo

Geldi geçti nergislerin telaşesi o
Derin dehlizlerinde yâd ediyorken eskileri
Belki beni merak ediyo
Hepsi nerdeyim, sessizleştikçe daha geriyo

Eskiden beri miskinlikten bitmediki ikilem
Hissizleştim iyiden iyiye siz ettikçe linç
Çivilendim çarmıha, kibrit verdi yanına
Söyle kendi aşkına "Niçin bendim Tanrım ha?"

Çekiştiriler en eskiden beridir
Biz de pişirirken ezilenler erinir yemişim eti
Kim kötü kim iyi, kemikten yetiştim
Bi' ölü bi' diri, yetinmek nedir?

Bilmedim en eskiden beri
Ve bi' şekilde etkilerdim izleyenleri
Çok çektim dilek ile bekleyenleri
Eksilmedim neticede listelerden hiç

Değişmeyeceğim (yo, yo), değiştiremedi kimse beni
Terbiyesizleştiler inmek isteyince, dert değil
İsterseniz kurun benden nefret edenler derneği
Sevsem de kin beslediler en eskiden beri

Cennetten geçti gelip en eskiden beri (en eskiden beri)
Bilmezken kimse, nedir değiştiren eli?
Öğrenilmiş çaresizlikler silsilesi
Değişen hiçbi' şey yok eskiden beri

(Gezer on the beat)

Since the Beginning of Time

Gezer on the beat

Since the beginning of time, I've been everyone's problem
The reason was me, it wasn't enough, it wasn't sufficient
I tried, it wasn't worth it, it didn't work, fate's a broken circle
Unwarranted hatred, since the beginning of time

Since the beginning of time, my reality has been quite harsh
My genes fed everything, my father's genes backfired
I said "Give me a penny," he didn't, he said "Bastard" sincerely
And I listened, since the beginning of time

I was a cheerful man, since the beginning of time
(Ah, you) darkened my heart, get off my axis
(Ah, you) plunder my whole house, just give me back myself
(Ah, you) I've sent you to a dubious God

Ah, my only reality is hostage in your hands, don't give me consolation
Even if they lynch, even if it all passes harshly, I haven't given up
I'm in heaven, I came from hell, don't touch me
Passing the test, my essence has officially become rap

With torches behind us, my Melis, the whole country is sure
Hold my hand tight, let's go through them
The shapes are different, faces are blurred
You're mine forever, we're the giants of the city

Giants of the city, giants of the city
Since the beginning of time, I've been a giant, never bowed
I'd go underground for those eyes
Let them say "Disgrace," I don't give a damn

Seasons came and went, that's the rush of the daffodils
While reminiscing about the old days in its deep corridors
Maybe she's wondering about me
Where am I, everyone, the quieter I get, the more it aches

The rush of the daffodils came and went
While reminiscing about the old days in its deep corridors
Maybe she's wondering about me
Where am I, everyone, the quieter I get, the more it aches

Since the beginning of time, the dilemma hasn't ended due to laziness
I've become numb as you lynch me
Nailed to the cross, they gave a match next to it
Tell your own love, "Why was it me, God?"

They've been pulling me since the beginning of time
While we cook, the oppressed get tired, I've eaten the flesh
Who's bad, who's good, I grew from bones
Half dead, half alive, what is it to be content?

I haven't known since the beginning of time
And somehow I would affect the viewers
I suffered a lot, those who waited with wishes
I never diminished, as a result, from the lists

I won't change (no, no), nobody could change me
They became rude when they wanted to get down, it doesn't matter
If you want, form a haters association for me
Even though I loved, they held grudges since the beginning of time

It passed through heaven and came since the beginning of time (since the beginning of time)
While no one knew, what is the hand that changes?
A series of learned helplessness
Nothing has changed since the beginning of time

(Gezer on the beat)