Текст и перевод песни alpha to omega - metanoia

metanoia

Has renegado, renegado, renegado
Has renegado, renegado, renegado
Has renegado, renegado, renegado
Has renegado, renegado, renegado
Has renegado, renegado, renegado
Has renegado, renegado, renegado
Has renegado, renegado, renegado
Has renegado, renegado, renegado

Deambulando por las vías to' parecía más fácil
Cuando solo era void, no sabía que era frágil
La soledad no era siempre un "extásis"
No conseguí salvarme pero casi... casi...

¿Qué haces Alec? ¿Una canción del pasado?
Dame un segundo, dejo esto recapitulado
Porque he oído que no es bueno modificar lo trazado
Y que no puedes ir pa' alante si pasos atrás no has dado

Abandonado por omegas, salvado por rebel reds
Llegó el beta y se presentó: "Hola, soy Fred Cren"
Terminé mi transición, al granate me aferré
Pero la esperanza se perdía, no lo quise ver
Freddy fue el final del principio de tos' mis males
Salvé a JK, al final éramos iguales
El suicidio de Jace tambaleó mis ideales
Serendipia intentó ayudar y perdí mis cabales

Alec, otra vez estás mintiendo
Dijiste que no cambiabas lo escrito y lo estás haciendo
013, no entiendes lo que está sucediendo
Solo lo hago porque tú me lo estas permitiendo

No puedo romper las promesas, estoy atascado
Prometí a mucha gente que siempre estaría a su lado
Esa gente ya no está, esa gente se ha marchado
Y yo sigo aquí, mi palabra lo ha dictado
No distingo lo que siento, te he olvidado y me arrepiento
¿Conversaciones pendientes? ya suman cientos
Tengo que escribir cuanto antes lo que siento
Porque si no se arraiga y se queda dentro

Respira Alec, dime, ¿porqué estás tan serio?
Creo que es por haber destrozado ese diario
O igual es por estar tan jodido desde crío
Nah, es coña, mira como me río

Camino a saber quien soy aprendí una lección
El que ponía el peso sobre mis hombros siempre fui yo
Por y para siempre por mi prima y por mi hermano
Saldré de esta, si fallo, soy humano
¿El principio del final? Cuando empecé a renegar
Cuando crucé las fronteras donde no querían mirar
Y ya lo dije, se avecinan tiempos de paranoia
Por eso mismo me adentré en la metanoia

He renegado, renegado, renegado ¿y qué?
He renegado, renegado, renegado ¿y qué?
He renegado, renegado, renegado ¿y qué?
Si pudiera cambiar las cosas renegaría otra vez

metanoia

I have reneged, reneged, reneged
I have reneged, reneged, reneged
I have reneged, reneged, reneged
I have reneged, reneged, reneged
I have reneged, reneged, reneged
I have reneged, reneged, reneged
I have reneged, reneged, reneged
I have reneged, reneged, reneged

Wandering the tracks, it all seemed easier
When I was just void, I didn't know I was fragile
Loneliness wasn't always "ecstasy"
I couldn't save myself, but almost... almost...

"What are you doing, Alec? A song from the past?"
"Give me a second, let me recap this"
"Because I've heard it's not good to modify what's been laid out"
"And that you can't move forward if you haven't taken steps back"

Abandoned by omegas, saved by rebel reds
The beta arrived and introduced himself: "Hi, I'm Fred Cren"
I finished my transition, I clung to the garnet
But hope was fading, I didn't want to see it
Freddy was the end of the beginning of all my woes
I saved JK, in the end we were the same
Jace's suicide shook my ideals
Serendipity tried to help and I lost my mind

"Alec, you're lying again"
"You said you wouldn't change what was written and you're doing it"
"013, you don't understand what's happening"
"I'm only doing it because you're allowing me to"

I can't break promises, I'm stuck
I promised many people I'd always be by their side
Those people are gone, those people have left
And I'm still here, my word has dictated it
I can't distinguish what I feel, I've forgotten you and I regret it
Pending conversations? They already add up to hundreds
I have to write down what I feel as soon as possible
Because if not, it takes root and stays inside

"Breathe, Alec, tell me, why are you so serious?"
"I think it's because I destroyed that diary"
"Or maybe it's because I've been so screwed up since I was a kid"
"Nah, I'm kidding, look how I laugh"

On the way to knowing who I am, I learned a lesson
The one who put the weight on my shoulders was always me
Forever and always for my cousin and my brother
I'll get out of this, if I fail, I'm human
The beginning of the end? When I started to renege
When I crossed the borders where they didn't want to look
And I already said it, times of paranoia are coming
That's why I entered metanoia

I have reneged, reneged, reneged, so what?
I have reneged, reneged, reneged, so what?
I have reneged, reneged, reneged, so what?
If I could change things, I would renege again