Текст и перевод песни найтивыход - Spectrophobia

Spectrophobia

меня разрывает токсичное зарево
твоё место пока что не занято
боль, вернись даже в роли штатива
на съёмках детского порно
твои губы разбиты о кафель в ванной
сымпровизируй героев самых, знаешь
коростой покрылись ладони
звонки в телефоне на ноль.

целовали мы небо сухими губами
и шрамы ты прятала под рукавом
знаешь, я умер, наверное, год назад
на работе за пыльным столом
это долгое жаркое лето как будто
зажёванная кинолента
проклят на ней и теперь постоянно

кручусь в динамо-машине.

и если бы был хоть шанс вернуть назад
события, время и чувства
окситоцинов выброс, любовь
под фильмы Жак-Ива Кусто
я спился как сука в свои 18
память, что ныне как пепел и дым

если бы шанс мне выпал тогда
я б тебя никогда не любил.

And I'm bleeding words
They escape me the recoil it hurts
And I can't look the other way
I'm chasing starlight to find it's died away
Breathe it in
It's just snow
We're just falling
And we won't always
Free fall back to nothing
'Cause I'm just starting to learn
I've always been chasing ghosts
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing chasing).

Spectrophobia

A toxic glow is tearing me apart
Your place is still unoccupied
Pain, come back even as a tripod
On the set of child pornography
Your lips are broken on the bathroom tiles
Improvise the most heroic characters, you know
My palms are covered with scabs
Phone calls set to zero.

We kissed the sky with dry lips
And you hid your scars under your sleeve
You know, I probably died a year ago
At work, behind a dusty desk
This long hot summer is like
A chewed-up filmstrip
Cursed on it and now constantly

Spinning in a dynamo machine.

And if there was even a chance to rewind
Events, time and feelings
Oxytocin release, love
Under the films of Jacques-Yves Cousteau
I got wasted like a bitch at 18
Memory that is now like ashes and smoke

If I had a chance back then
I would never have loved you.

And I'm bleeding words
They escape me the recoil it hurts
And I can't look the other way
I'm chasing starlight to find it's died away
Breathe it in
It's just snow
We're just falling
And we won't always
Free fall back to nothing
'Cause I'm just starting to learn
I've always been chasing ghosts
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing ghosts)
(Chasing chasing).