Текст и перевод песни شمه حمدان - ابي افهم

ابي افهم

جديده لعبتك هذي رجوعك ليش ابي افهم؟
ترى ماجيت في وقتك أنا مو حاسب حسابك

نسيتك أو تناسيتك، دخيل الله لا تهتم
وأبشرك وجه أحزاني ضحك لي وانقفل بابك

تصدق ماتت العشرة؟ اردلك لا لا تتوهم
قريتك واستفد قلبي من المضمون بكتابك

تعلّم قلبي من إيدك على كل مامضى يندم
زرعتك شوق، أتحرى حضورك وأثمَر غْيابك

تحمّلْتك ولكنّه جبرني الجرح أتكلم
خيانه شفتها منّك عِطِرها تارس ثيابك

بنيتك حب في قلبي ولكن حظرتك تهدم
كرهتك حيل صدقني وكل هذا من أسبابك

تقول آسف حبيبي ما بقى بوجه التسامح دم
أسامح كل شي إلا الخيانه ونشوة اعجابك

أنا يا لك أجي واحد يساوي في عيونك كم
وإلا ما أجي عندك وأغيّر ناتج أحبابك

تجيني والندم واضح ولا أقدر اقولك سم
لأن الجرح من شافك تضايق قال وش جابك

وإذا تحسبْني برجع لك بلاش تفكّر وتحلم
لأني مو مثل أوّل أحقّق رغبة أهدابك

قديمه لعبتك هذي وكفايه ما أبي أفهم
رجاءً إبتعد عنّي أنا مو ناقص ألعابك

I Want to Understand

Your game is new, but why do you return? I want to understand.
Look, you didn't come when you were supposed to. I'm not counting on you.

I've forgotten you or perhaps I've suppressed you. Please don't worry.
Be comforted, my sorrows have ended, they laughed at me and closed your door.

Do you believe our relationship is dead? Don't flatter yourself by thinking I want you back.
I got away from you and my heart benefited from the content of my book.

My heart learned from your hand about all the regret from the past.
I planted you with longing, hoping for your presence and reaping only your absence.

I put up with you, but the wound forced me to speak.
I saw betrayal from you, the scent of it clings to your clothes.

I built love for you in my heart, but you insisted on destroying it.
I hate you so much now. Believe me, and it's all because of you.

You say you're sorry, my love. There's no more forgiveness left.
I forgive everything except betrayal and the joy of your infatuation.

I am, to you, the equivalent of someone whose value is minimal in your eyes.
Otherwise, I would come to you and replace your other lovers.

You show up with obvious regret, but I can't refuse you.
Because getting hurt from seeing you, it pains me. You make me ask, why did you come?

And if you think I'll come back to you, don't even think about it, don't dream.
Because I'm not like before, fulfilling your desires and requests.

Your game is old, and enough is enough. I don't want to understand.
Please stay away from me. I don't need your games.