Текст и перевод песни مشاري العفاسي - أنا العبد

أنا العبد

أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي كَسَبَ الذُّنُوبَا
وَصَدَّتْهُ الْأَمَانِي أَنْ يَتُوبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي أَضْحَى حَزِينًا
عَلَى زَلَّاتِهِ قَلِقًا كَئِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي كَسَبَ الذُّنُوبَا
وَصَدَّتْهُ الْأَمَانِي أَنْ يَتُوبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي أَضْحَى حَزِينًا
عَلَى زَلَّاتِهِ قَلِقًا كَئِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي سُطِرَتْ عَلَيْهِ
صَحَائِفُ لَمْ يَخَفْ فِيهَا الرَّقِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الْمُسِيءُ عَصَيْتُ
سِرًّا فَمَا لِي الْآنَ لَا أُبْدِي النَّحِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي كَسَبَ الذُّنُوبَا
وَصَدَّتْهُ الْأَمَانِي أَنْ يَتُوبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي أَضْحَى حَزِينًا
عَلَى زَلَّاتِهِ قَلِقًا كَئِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الْمُفَرِّطُ ضَاعَ عُمُرِي
فَلَمْ أَرْعَ الشَّبِيبَةَ وَالْمَشِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الْغَرِيقُ بِلُجِّ
بَحْرٍ أَصِيحُ لَرُبَّمَا أَلْقَى مُجِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي كَسَبَ الذُّنُوبَا
وَصَدَّتْهُ الْأَمَانِي أَنْ يَتُوبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي أَضْحَى حَزِينًا
عَلَى زَلَّاتِهِ قَلِقًا كَئِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ السَّقِيمُ مِنْ الْخَطَايَا
وَقَدْ أَقْبَلْتُ أَلْتَمِسُ الطَّبِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الشَّرِيدُ ظَلَمْتُ
نَفْسِي وَقَدْ وَافَيْتُ بَابَكُمْ مُنِيبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي كَسَبَ الذُّنُوبَا
وَصَدَّتْهُ الْأَمَانِي أَنْ يَتُوبَا
أَنَا الْعَبْدُ الَّذِي أَضْحَى حَزِينًا
عَلَى زَلَّاتِهِ قَلِقًا كَئِيبَا

I am the Servant

I am the servant who has earned sins,
And my hopes have turned me away from repenting.
I am the servant who has become sorrowful,
Over his mistakes, anxious and gloomy.
I am the servant who has earned sins,
And my hopes have turned me away from repenting.
I am the servant who has become sorrowful,
Over his mistakes, anxious and gloomy.
I am the servant whose pages have been written,
With sheets that the observer has not feared.
I am the servant who has done wrong. I have disobeyed,
In secret, so why do I not now express my sorrow?
I am the servant who has earned sins,
And my hopes have turned me away from repenting.
I am the servant who has become sorrowful,
Over his mistakes, anxious and gloomy.
I am the servant who has been excessive. My life has been wasted,
For I have not taken care of my youth nor my old age.
I am the servant who is drowning in the depths,
Of a sea, I cry out, perhaps I will find an answer.
I am the servant who has earned sins,
And my hopes have turned me away from repenting.
I am the servant who has become sorrowful,
Over his mistakes, anxious and gloomy.
I am the servant who is ill with sins,
And I have come seeking a doctor.
I am the servant who has gone astray. I have wronged,
Myself, and I have come to your door as a penitent.
I am the servant who has earned sins,
And my hopes have turned me away from repenting.
I am the servant who has become sorrowful,
Over his mistakes, anxious and gloomy.