Текст и перевод песни Aimyon - ざらめ

ざらめ

この胸に刺さった
無名の刃を抜く術は何処
そろそろ こうしてちゃ
手も足も犠牲になるな

どんな角度で狙ってくるのか
予測できない
今すぐ逃げられる強さは
持ち合わせてなかった

"感情を殺せ" "惨さは承知で"
自分の胸ぐらを掴んで泣いた

消えないで 消えないで 消えないで
言い聞かせて また 整える
変わりたい 躊躇わず生きる人に
この長い森の道を 正しく歩けるように

やっと見つけた居場所
いつの間に声も出せずに潰れる
押し込んで膨らむ
本当のこと 滲んだノート

"現状を剥がせ" "痛みは承知で"
何度も巡らせ 分からなくなった

行かないで 行かないで 行かないで
そう唱えて また 閉じ込める
進みたい それなのに脅されている
今闘うべきものは 呪われた自分の身体

"感情を殺せ" "惨さは承知で"
自分の胸ぐらを掴んで泣いた

消えないで 消えないで 消えないで
言い聞かせて また 整える
変わりたい 躊躇わず生きる人に
この長い森の道を 正しく歩けるように

消えないで 消えないで 消えないで

消えないで 消えないで 消えないで

この胸に残った鉛の屑は
いつか溶けるだろうか

Coarse Sugar

This blade, stuck in my chest,
Where is the way to pull out this nameless thing?
If I keep going like this,
I'll lose my arms and legs as sacrifices.

From what angle will it come at me?
I can't predict it.
The strength to run away right now,
I don't possess it.

"Kill your emotions," "Accept the misery,"
Grabbing my collar, I cried.

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear,
I tell myself, and compose myself again.
I want to change, to become someone who lives without hesitation,
So I can walk this long forest path correctly.

The place I finally found,
Before I knew it, I was crushed, unable to speak.
Pushing it down, it swells up,
The truth, a tear-stained notebook.

"Peel away the present," "Accept the pain,"
I repeated it over and over, and lost my way.

Don't go, don't go, don't go,
I chant, and lock it away again.
I want to move forward, yet I'm threatened.
What I should fight now is my own cursed body.

"Kill your emotions," "Accept the misery,"
Grabbing my collar, I cried.

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear,
I tell myself, and compose myself again.
I want to change, to become someone who lives without hesitation,
So I can walk this long forest path correctly.

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear,

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear,

These lead scraps left in my chest,
Will they ever melt away?