Текст и перевод песни Sayuri - birthday song

birthday song

人は皆幸福を願い
猛烈に私もその輪を抜け出せない
誰もが不幸になどなりたくないと
一つしかないその席を取り合った
選ばれなかった命を
弔うことすら出来ないままで
私は今日も白々しく
生きている 歌ってる
顔の見えない誰かに謝りながら
パパとママが愛し合って
生まれてから二十年が経った
何人に愛され
何人傷付けて来たんだろう
私は 私は... 答えられない。
選ばれたかった誰かが
見れたかもしれない 光の色を
私は今日も探している
「死にたい」と「生きたい」の間を
何度も 何度も 行き来しながら
今日は誰かの誕生日です
そして同時にあなたの命日です
ふとした時に思い出して
そしていつか忘れてしまうでしょう
死のうと思った とねだったの
死ねずに吸い込んだこの息で
私は歌う 歌っている
行きたい場所など何処にもなくて
生まれた意味が分からなくても
せめて せめて...
せめて せめて せめて...
Ohh, Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday.
Ahh, Happy Birthday to you!
Ohh, Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday.
Ahh, Happy Birthday to you!
選ばれなかった命を
弔うことすら出来ないままで
私は今日も願っている
「生きていて」と 「死なないで」と
何度も 何度も 私は叫ぶよ
選ばれたかった誰かが
それでも続いてく世界でどうも
居場所をずっと探している
「死にたい」と「生きたい」の間で
何度も 何度も 迷いながら
生まれてきた命には
せめて愛を 愛を
いつか優しくなれるように
いつか優しい朝が来るように
Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday.
Ahh, Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday.
Ahh, Happy Birthday to you!

birthday song

Every person wishes for happiness
I can't escape that cycle either
No one wants to be unhappy
We fight for the only seat
Lives that were not chosen
We can't even mourn them
I continue to live today as well
As I sing
While I apologize to someone I don't know
Since my parents loved each other
I've been alive for twenty years
How many people am I loved by?
How many people have I hurt?
I don't know. I can't answer.
Someone who wished to be chosen
Maybe I could've seen the color of their light
Today as well, I search for it
Between the desire to die and the will to live
I've gone back and forth many times
Today is someone's birthday
And at the same time, it's your death anniversary
I remember you at times
And then I forget you eventually
I pleaded
With the breath I took in instead of dying
I sing
There's nowhere I want to go
Even if I don't know the meaning of my birth
At the very least
At the very least
Ohh, Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday.
Ahh, Happy Birthday to you!
Ohh, Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday.
Ahh, Happy Birthday to you!
Lives that were not chosen
We can't even mourn them
Today as well, I wish
That you "stay alive" and "don't die"
Many times, many times
Someone who wished to be chosen
The world continues on
I continue to search for my place
Between the desire to die and the will to live
I hesitate many times
Lives that were born
At the very least
May it be filled with love
May a gentle morning come
Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday.
Ahh, Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday.
Ahh, Happy Birthday to you!