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Persecution complex

Show time 病み 到来
別に生きる意味も無い
暗い将来 私よりも
かわいいのなんで？
かっこいいのなんで？
頑張ってるのに
悲しくなるネ

あいつよりもモテてみたいなぁ
いつもよりもはしゃいでいたいわ
内緒にしてた心の中
いつか僕も明るくなれるかな？

ずっと泣いて凹んだ日々も
過ぎては何の意味もなくなるの
神様お願いだよ...
教えて！

あとどれくらいの努力をしたら
皆と同じくらいの「普通」になれるの？
しゃあないわ！それなら死ぬまで
この個性磨いて いつか笑って！
嫉妬する必要もないや
リセットなんて一度もないから
この世界に一人しかいない
生きれてる奇跡 君と居れりゃ最高！

Don′t cry
最悪な別れ方をしても
問題ないよ 次の出会い
ゆらりゆらり
君の所為で傷付いたけど
強くなれたし
もう騙されないよ

「臆病で進めない」
そんな私をバカにしているけれど
純粋だって危険沢山！
被害妄想も大事なんだ
何が「正解」か分かんないな
元々存在もしないか笑
昨日にさよなら！
今日にばとんぱす！

あとどれくらいの努力をしたら
皆と同じくらいの「普通」になれるの？
しゃあないわ！それなら死ぬまで
この個性磨いて いつか笑って！
嫉妬する必要もないや
リセットなんて 一度もないから
この世界に一人しかいない
生きれてる奇跡 君と居れりゃ最高！

Persecution complex

Show time, it's time to get depressed
There's no point in living anyway
My future is so bleak,
Why are they so cute?
Why are they so cool?
I try so hard,
And it makes me sad.

Man, I wish I was as popular as them
I always try to be more upbeat
I've been keeping this locked away in my heart
Will I ever be able to brighten up?

All those days filled with nothing but tears and sadness
Will fade away, and in their place, nothing.
God, please tell me...
Teach me,

How much more do I have to put in,
Before I can be as "normal" as everyone else?
Tough luck! In that case, until the day I die,
I'll keep working on this special thing I have, and maybe one day, I'll be able to laugh
No need to be jealous
There's no do-overs
I'm the only one in the world like this
Just being alive is a miracle. Being with you is the best!

Don't cry
Even if we have the worst possible break-up
It'll be okay, I'll move on
Swinging back and forth
I was hurt because of what you did,
But it made me stronger
I won't be fooled again.

Everyone says I'm
"Too timid to take a step forward."
They tease me for my innocence, because it's so dangerous!
Sometimes it's good to be paranoid
I don't even know what the "right" answer is anymore
Maybe there never was one in the first place
So farewell, yesterday!
And hello, today!

How much more do I have to put in,
Before I can be as "normal" as everyone else?
Tough luck! In that case, until the day I die,
I'll keep working on this special thing I have, and maybe one day, I'll be able to laugh
No need to be jealous
There's no do-overs
I'm the only one in the world like this
Just being alive is a miracle. Being with you is the best!