Текст и перевод песни たかやん - Want to die with smile

Want to die with smile

ずっと自分が嫌いで
イラついて痛み付ける
ここぞという時 意見言えないで
自信を失っていく day by day

あの日憧れたあの人のように
輝けやしない もういい！
「どうせ結ばれないし」
「本当は目立ちたい」

夢も大きかった子供の頃も
もう嘘のような時間だ
いつも口だけ達者なまま終了
辛さも隠していたんだ

でももう必要ない恐怖心
この音の雲に乗り
今は適当に笑おう
生ける所まで

そうこの世に僕らは
泣きながら生まれた
だからこそ最後は
笑って終わるのさ

目指してた目標が
消えても色んな
貴方になれるから
もっとラフに走ればいいから

そうこの世に僕らは
一人しか居ないから
頑張る君自身を
愛してるあげるのさ

絶つ程の勇気を
幸せな人生へ
ねえ、側に居るから
自由に生きてもいいから

Want to die with smile

I've always hated myself
And I'm always getting irritated and hurting myself
When it comes down to it, I can't speak my mind
And my self-confidence is dwindling day by day

Like the person I admired that day
I can't shine anymore. That's it!
“We're never going to be together anyway”
“Really, I want to stand out”

Even my dreams were big when I was a child
Now it seems like a lie
I always end up just being good at talking
And I've been hiding my pain

But I don't need to be afraid anymore
Riding on this cloud of sound
Now I'll just laugh casually
Until I'm alive

Yes, in this world, we
Are born crying
That's why in the end
We end with a laugh

The goals I aimed for
Even if they disappear, there are many
People you can become
So just run more casually

Yes, in this world, we
Are the only ones here
So encourage yourself
And love yourself

The courage to cut
Towards a happy life
Hey, I'm here
So you can live freely