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気まぐれな時雨

また空が急に泣いた 僕の気持ちとリンクしてた
叶わない恋だと知った 午後四時二十二分

伝えようと君を呼んだ だけど「好きな人がいます」って
先に言われて虚しさ溢れた 午後四時二十分

あぁバカだな
恋愛が向いてないことなんて わかっていたんだ
あぁこのまま消え去りたいのに
消え去りたいのに

泣きたいのに先に泣くからさ 泣きづらくなるじゃないか
真似して全力で泣いてはみたけど
いきなり泣き止んじゃうんだね
僕だけひとり泣いているから みんな僕を見るんだ
恥ずかしさで 悲しさなんて忘れた
気まぐれな時雨

空はいつも意地悪だ 思わせぶりなのは うんざりだ
好きでたまらなかった日々よ 僕を見捨てないで

諦める以外ないよな だけどすぐ嫌えるはずがなかった
忘れようとすればするほど なぜか好きになる

あぁダメだな
君に釣り合わないことくらいさ わかっていたんだ
あぁそれでも伝えたなら
伝えていたなら

泣きたいのに先に泣くからさ 泣きづらくなるじゃないか
真似して全力で泣いてはみたけど
いきなり泣き止んじゃうんだね
僕だけひとり泣いているから みんな僕を見るんだ
泣き虫な僕をみて笑ってるんだろ？
気まぐれな時雨

どれだけ泣いたって 振り向いてくれるわけでもないしな
ずぶ濡れなのに それさえ忘れるくらい
君のこと好きになってた

どうしようもないくらい好きなんだ
他の誰でもなくて
素直な気持ちになれない自分が
ほんとに ほんとに嫌いで
伝えることもできない感情
どこに捨てればいいの
諦めなきゃな 諦めなきゃいけないな

泣きたいのに先に泣くからさ
泣きづらくなるじゃないか
真似して全力で泣いてはみたけど
いきなり泣き止んじゃうんだね
僕だけひとり泣いているから みんな僕を見るんだ
恥ずかしさで 悲しさなんて忘れた
気まぐれな時雨

Capricious autumn rain

Again, the sky wept all of a sudden, and it resonated with my feelings.
I learned that my love is unrequited. Four twenty-two in the afternoon.

I called out to you to tell you, but you said, "I have someone I like."
You said it first, and an emptiness overflowed me. Four twenty in the afternoon.

Oh, what a fool I am.
I knew that I wasn't cut out for love.
Oh, I wish I could just disappear,
I wish I could just disappear.

I want to cry but I always cry first, so it's hard to cry anymore.
I tried to cry as hard as I could, like you,
but I suddenly stopped crying.
I'm the only one who's crying, so everyone is looking at me.
My embarrassment made me forget all about being sad.
Capricious autumn rain.

The sky is always so cruel. It's so frustrating when it pretends to be something it's not.
Those days when I was so desperately in love with you, please don't abandon me.

I have no choice but to give up, but I couldn't hate you right away.
The more I try to forget you, the more I seem to love you.

Oh, it's no good.
I knew that I was no match for you.
Oh, but if only I had told you,
If only I had told you.

I want to cry but I always cry first, so it's hard to cry anymore.
I tried to cry as hard as I could, like you,
but I suddenly stopped crying.
I'm the only one who's crying, so everyone is looking at me.
Are you laughing at me because I'm such a crybaby?
Capricious autumn rain.

No matter how much I cry, you're not going to turn around and look at me.
I was drenched, but I forgot all about that because
I had fallen so deeply in love with you.

I love you more than words can say,
Not just anyone, but you.
I hate myself so, so much
For not being able to be honest with my feelings.
Emotions that I can't even put into words,
Where can I throw them away?
I have to give up. I have to give up.

I want to cry but I always cry first,
so it's hard to cry anymore.
I tried to cry as hard as I could, like you,
but I suddenly stopped crying.
I'm the only one who's crying, so everyone is looking at me.
My embarrassment made me forget all about being sad.
Capricious autumn rain.