Текст и перевод песни れをる - Q?

Q?

なぜ いまこの手と手握って
たしかめた体温を 懐かしく思うのか
なぜ 五月雨の遊ぶ深淵
微笑んだその視線に 泣きたくなる
その声で僕を呼んでくれ

誰に言えぬこの弱さが
強く立つための軸だと思い知る
違うから愛おしくなる
ただわかりたい 君と僕を

生きるほど傷が増えていく
それでも探している僕らの理由を
重ねては美しくなる
今わかりたい 叫び出したい

I′m here, I'm here
You′ve paid for it
Try to catch me
Why did it turn out like this?
I'm here, I'm here

溢れるグロウ 分かれ 断つ先に宿るは
縁に また或いは適宜にと騙し軽んじた僕らに
時は恐ろしいほどにとても静かだ
放棄した意識 罰を受ける様

断絶 同じ色だけ許して
違を詰った昨日でまだ殺めるのか
Tried to catch it, never did it-
必然 見えすぎた解像で映し出した
痛みさえ愛と背乗りしては もう君じゃないの

誰に言わぬこの意識は
コンクリートの深くまで秘するのです
違うから愛おしくなる
ただ求めたい この事象を
哀しみすらも金にして
筆を執る姿こそ至高であると 言って

憂いてはゆらゆらと舞う静けさに酔う
椿もやがて落ちる
憂いては罰だけが僕ら責める
白夜をただ歩くよう

生の瞬間から僕らは知っている
最善だけを願ったはずだ
きっとどの過ちも

誰に言えぬその凡てが
知れば知るほどに僕らを青くして
違うこと愛おしくなる
ただわかりたい 君と僕を

生きるほど傷が増えていく
それを上書きするような結び目を
繋いでは美しくなれ
今わかりたい 叫び出したい

Q?

Why hold my hand like this right now
Do I long for the warmth you've shown
Why, in the abyss where the May rains play
Do I want to cry when you smile and look at me that way
Call my name out aloud

This weakness, I can't tell to anyone
I now know it's what makes me strong
Because we're different, I love you more
I just want to understand you and I

As we live, the more our wounds increase
Still, I search for the reason we're here
They overlap and become even more beautiful
Now I want to understand it all and scream it out

I'm here, I'm here
You've paid for it
Try to catch me
Why did it turn out like this?
I'm here, I'm here

Overflowing glow, separation, parting, and what dwells beyond
For us who lied to ourselves with "maybe" or "if it's convenient"
Time is terrifyingly quiet
An abandoned conscience, punished

Breach, allowing only the same color
Do you still kill me with the wrongs of yesterday
Tried to catch it, never did it-
Inevitability, seen too clearly in high resolution
Pain itself is love, but when it takes on your back

This conscience, I can't tell to anyone
It's hidden deep within the concrete
Because we're different, I love you more
I just want to seek this phenomenon
Even sadness turned into gold
And I call it the most supreme act to take up the pen

Drunken with the trembling silence
Even the camellias eventually fall
The punishment that only worries us
Like walking in the midnight sun

We've known since the moment we were born
We should have only wished for the best
Surely, every mistake

All of it, I can't tell to anyone
The more I know, the more it makes us blue
Different things become loved
I just want to understand you and I

As we live, the more our wounds increase
Overwrite it with a bond that connects us
Let it grow more beautiful
Now I want to understand it all and scream it out