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Nakiwarai

このどこかにあるはずなんだけど
すぐには出てこないな
どこにしまったかわからなくて
体中探してる
「頭」「胸」ありがちな所じゃなくて
喉の奥にも詰まってない
後で見つけるからとりあえず
もう全部好きでいて
あの時言ってなかったけど
いつもそうだった やっと見つけた
っていうかさっき言ってたけど
ずっと奥歯に挾まってた
泣きたくなるほど嬉しい日々に
答えはないけど手をあげてよ
恥ずかしい今も抱きよせて
間違っても笑ってよ
あれで合ってるはずなんだけど
間違ってるかもしれないから
不安になったらその度に
何度でも確かめて
その時言葉にならなくて
大切な物がやっとわかる
っていうかずっと知ってたけど
もっと奥で重なった
笑けるくらいに悲しい日々に
答えはないから手を繋いで
恥ずかしい今を抱きよせて
間違っても笑ってる
泣きたくなるほどに
答えがないから手をあげてよ
恥ずかしい今を抱きよせて
間違っても笑ってよ
全部好きでいてあげる

Nakiwarai

This shouldn't be far,
but it won't come out right away.
I can't seem to remember where I put it.
I'm searching everywhere.
Not in the obvious places like my "head" or "chest".
It's not stuck in the back of my throat either.
I'll find it later. For now,
just love me for everything I am.
I didn't say this at the time,
but this has always been the case. Now I've finally found you.
Like I said earlier,
it's been in my molars all along.
On these days that fill me with joy,
I have no answers, but I'll raise my hands.
Even in these moments of shame, hold me close.
Even if it's a mistake, laugh with me.
That should be right,
but since it might be wrong,
whenever you're unsure,
just check again and again.
When you can't find the words,
you'll finally find what's truly important.
Actually, I always knew,
but it was buried deep inside.
On these days that are almost funny in their sadness,
I have no answers, so I'll hold your hand.
Even in these moments of shame, hold me close.
Even if it's a mistake, I'm still smiling.
I'm filled with joy,
so raise your hands with me.
Even in these moments of shame, hold me close.
Even if it's a mistake, let's laugh together.
I'll love you for everything you are.