Текст и перевод песни ジン - Oningyou

Oningyou

揺られ揺れる心壊してしまえば楽になれるの？
違うよ違うよ
僕汚いお人形
見えない糸に吊られ今日も嘘ばかりだね
隠した心は誰も知らないから
消えない傷のように自分が悪い事も
わかってるそれでも重ね連ね落ちる
そっと目を閉じてみると幼い自分がいた
捨てられ独りきりで泣いて泣いて
求めてた
糸に吊られ踊る僕らは
生まれ落ちすぐに嘘をつかれて
生きてきたそうだろう？
だけど人を求め縋らず生きるのは寂しすぎて
嘘つきつかれて
何処にも無い物ねだりばかり馬鹿だね
心ない汚人形
何が本当なのかわからなくなるけれど
それでも死ねない
だから壊れるのか？
もう充分じゃないか
この糸を使えばいい
首元絞めてね最愛の人よ
近づかないでおくれ
傷つけあう事しか
出来ない事に気付き逃げて逃げて
もう消して
糸に吊られ踊る僕らは
生まれ落ちすぐに嘘をつかれて
生きてきたそうだろう？
だけど人を求め縋らず生きるのは寂しすぎて
嘘つきつかれて
何処にも無い物ねだりばかり馬鹿だね
心ない汚人形
嘘を重ね生きる僕らは
わからない物が怖く
本当の気持ちさえ捨てるだろう
何も出来ない
消える事さえ怖くて震えるだけで
何処にも行けない汚人形
糸に吊られ踊る僕らは
生きれ落ちすぐに嘘をつかれて
生きてきたそうだろう？
だけど人を求め縋らず生きるのは寂しすぎて
嘘つきつかれて
何処にも無い物ねだりばかリ馬鹿だね
心ない汚人形

Doll

Your heart's been broken. Can't you find relief by destroying it?
It's not like that, it's not like that.
I'm just a dirty doll.
I dance on invisible strings, lying through every day.
No one knows my true self, hidden in the dark.
Like an unhealed wound, I know what's wrong with me,
But still, I fall, again and again.
When I close my eyes, I see my younger self.
Abandoned and alone, I wept and wept.
I longed for...
We, who dance on strings,
From birth, we've been fed lies.
That's how we've lived, right?
But we long for love, we cling to others, and yet it's too lonely.
Tired of lying,
We beg for something that doesn't exist. How foolish.
A heartless, dirty doll.
I no longer know what's real, but
Even so, I can't die.
So should I just let myself break?
Haven't I endured enough?
I'll use these strings,
To choke myself, my beloved.
Stay away.
We can only hurt each other.
I've realized this, so I'll run and hide,
Disappear.
We, who dance on strings,
From birth, we've been fed lies.
That's how we've lived, right?
But we long for love, we cling to others, and yet it's too lonely.
Tired of lying,
We beg for something that doesn't exist. How foolish.
A heartless, dirty doll.
We live in a web of lies,
Fearing the unknown,
And discarding even our true feelings.
I can do nothing.
I'm too terrified to even disappear, only trembling with fear.
A dirty doll, unable to go anywhere.
We, who dance on strings,
From birth, we've been fed lies.
That's how we've lived, right?
But we long for love, we cling to others, and yet it's too lonely.
Tired of lying,
We beg for something that doesn't exist. How foolish.
A heartless, dirty doll.