Текст и перевод песни ナナヲアカリ - kidding

kidding

12:00にも抜け殻だ
換気扇だけが忙しい
飲みかけのペットボトルが
しけたこの部屋を満たしてる
あしたは頑張るんだとか
言ってた気がする気のせいだ
あたしには二言しかないよ
二度寝をしたって怒られるわけじゃない
あいつと煙草の匂い
横顔の記憶etc...
どうでもいいこと思い出して
意味もなく死にたくなるのだ
5度目のスヌーズに起こされ
ちゃんと世界に戻れるの ウケる
ほら なにもしなくたって お腹は減るのさ
笑えない本当さ
デキるって思った kidding
あの頃の僕は無敵だったな
やれるって思った kidding
惰性で過ぎてく 3分間にごめんね
しあわせになりたくない訳がない
ちょっとくらい上手く笑ってみたいよ
ママ 言ってくれたよね なんでもできるって
...もう おまじない聞こえないな
くたびれた丸襟のsweat
もっと沢山の歌詞は
買い直すには寂しいwallet
やっぱりbed 戻って正解
Sunsetすら眩しくって
増えないフォロワー数えてた
朝ドラヒロイン目指してた
全部いつもの逃避行でも
努力賞くらいほしいよな
とか言ってね
デキないって知った kidding
今頃の僕ならもっとさぁ
いつまで言うんだ kidding
おとなになって 余計ひどくなった
笑っていいよ
笑えないか
デキるって思った kidding
やり残してることしかないんだ
デキないって知った kidding
なにもなくても かなりダサくても
デキるって思った kidding
あの頃の僕は無敵だったな
やれるって思った kidding
惰性で過ぎてく 3分間にさよなら
しあわせになりたくない訳がない
ちょっとはいい感じに笑えるかもな
ママ 言ってくれるかな なんでもできるって
まだ おまじない 聞こえるかな

kidding

12:00 AM and I'm still a shell
Only the exhaust fan is busy
A half-drunk bottle of soda
Fills this stale room
Tomorrow I'll try hard, I think
I seem to remember saying
I only have two things to say
I won't get in trouble if I sleep in again
The smell of him and cigarettes
The memory of his profile, etc...
Remembering things that don't matter
Makes me want to die for no reason
Woke up to the fifth snooze
It's funny how I can properly return to the world
Look, I don't have to do anything and I'm hungry
It's not a joke
I thought I could do it, kidding
I was invincible back then
I thought I could do it, kidding
Sorry for the three minutes that passed by in a daze
Of course I want to be happy
I want to laugh a little better
Mom, you told me, right? That I can do anything
...I can't hear the magic words anymore
A worn-out, round-collared sweatshirt
There are many more lyrics at
A wallet that's too sad to replace
I guess I should get back to bed
Even the sunset is too bright
I was counting my followers who never increased
I wanted to be the heroine of a morning drama
All of them were just my usual escapes
But it would be nice to get at least an honorable mention
Or so I say
I realized I couldn't do it, kidding
If I were you now, I'd be able to do more
How long will I keep saying it, kidding
I've become even worse since I've become an adult
You can laugh
It's not funny?
I thought I could do it, kidding
All I have left are things I didn't finish
I realized I couldn't do it, kidding
Even if I have nothing at all and am super uncool
I thought I could do it, kidding
I was invincible back then
I thought I could do it, kidding
Goodbye to those three minutes that passed by without doing anything
Of course I want to be happy
Maybe I'll be able to laugh a little better
Mom, can you tell me? That I can do anything
Can I still hear the magic words?