Текст и перевод песни ナナヲアカリ - Moshimo Shinja

Moshimo Shinja

ねえ、好きになってどれくらい君と笑ってたっけ
すれ違うことが嫌になって 厭になって 何してんだろう
ちょっとだって"もしも"があるならばなんて思って
怒られるかしら 妄想やって 躁やって 泣けばいいかな

「もうしない」とか 「誰も見ない」とか

嫌わないで 何回でも好きになれるから
ダメなとこだって 知らないふりもできるよ
甘い曖昧でも 食べ続けたいから
傷をつけあって 私をトキメキにして

痛いけど 君に会える 痛いけど

くだらないことで 引っ付いて夢を見た
希望は君だった 絶望も君だった
好きごっこなんて言われたって そんなのどうでもよかった

「もう無理」とか 「それは違う」とか

違わないよ 何回でも好きになれるのに
私の"したい"など見てくれはしないんだね
そんな顔しないでよ 困らせはしないから
わかっているんだ "もしも"が来ない痛い未来

私だけが悪い子なのね
君が言うなら 信じちゃうのよ
見てほしい 私だけを

嫌わないで 何回でも好きになれるから
嫌わないで 何回でも好きになれるから

嫌えないよ 何回でも"もしも"を歌うよ
誰かを想って君が生きてる今でも
ツラいバイバイじゃない 信じさせてほしい
傷をつけあった 二人を幸せにして

痛いけど また笑える 痛いけど 嫌いじゃない

Moshimo Shinja

Darling, how long have we been laughing, delighting in each other's presence?
I detest the thought of being estranged from you, it fills me with such despair, what am I doing?
I can't help but wonder, if only there were a "what if"?
Would you scold me for my whimsical thoughts, my flights of fancy, my propensity to cry?

You say, "I won't do it again" or "Nobody cares."

Please don't grow weary of me, for I will never tire of loving you.
I can turn a blind eye to your flaws, pretend they don't exist.
Even if our love is bittersweet, I crave its nourishment.
Let's inflict wounds upon each other, let me find ecstasy in your touch.

It's painful, but I get to see you, it's agony, yet...

We clung to each other for the most trivial of reasons, we dreamed together.
You were my hope and my despair.
Even if you called it a charade, I didn't care.

You might say, "It's impossible" or "That's not right."

But it is right, I can love you endlessly.
My desires mean nothing to you, do they?
Please don't give me that look, I won't burden you.
I understand, there will be no "what if" in our aching future.

I alone am the wicked one.
If you say it, I will believe it.
Look at me, at me alone.

Please don't grow weary of me, for I will never tire of loving you.
Please don't grow weary of me, for I will never tire of loving you.

I can't help but love you, I will forever sing the "what if".
Even though you're thinking of someone else.
Let me believe that this isn't a cruel goodbye.
May we find happiness in our shared pain.

It's painful, but I can smile again, it's agony, but I don't hate it.