Текст и перевод песни マルシィ - 最低最悪

最低最悪

さよならなんていっちゃって
あたしの気持ちは無視して
心変わりして様変わりした
あなた最低だね

振り回されてばかりで
気付かないふり疲れてたのに
心変わりせず願い続けたままで
哀れだよね

最低最悪な君が今も
あたしの心操っているの
最低最悪なはずの君が
なんでこんなに愛しいの

辛いとき傍にいるよ
根も葉もないまま嘘にして
あの子みたいに出来てたらなんて
何もかも違うのにね

足りないもの数えたって
満ち足りる日は来ないのに
求め合い絡み合い切ないね
どんな日々より色づいてた

最低最悪な君は今も
誰かと夜を重ねているでしょ
後悔したってもう遅いからね
なんであたしじゃダメなの

嘘つきな君を嫌いになれない
「好き」とか「特別」とか言ったから
真に受けて期待して馬鹿を見て 嗚呼

最低最悪な君が今も
あたしの心掴んで離さない
後悔したってもう遅いのかな
なんでこんなに儚いの

The Absolute Worst

You said goodbye so casually,
Ignoring my feelings completely,
You changed your heart, you changed yourself,
You're the absolute worst, you know.

I was always being strung along,
Tired of pretending not to notice,
My heart unchanged, I kept wishing,
It's pathetic, isn't it?

Even now, the absolute worst you,
Still controls my heart,
You, who should be the absolute worst,
Why are you so dear to me?

I said I'd be there when you're hurting,
A baseless lie I made up,
If only I could be like her,
Even though everything is different.

Even if I count all the things I lack,
A day of contentment will never come,
Seeking each other, intertwining, how bittersweet,
More vibrant than any other days.

The absolute worst you, even now,
Are probably spending the night with someone else,
It's too late for regrets now,
Why wasn't I enough?

I can't bring myself to hate the lying you,
Because you said things like "love" and "special",
I took it seriously, got my hopes up, and made a fool of myself, oh.

The absolute worst you, even now,
Holds my heart and won't let go,
Is it too late for regrets now?
Why is this so fleeting?