Текст и перевод песни Shoko Nakagawa - 白いチョウの夢

白いチョウの夢

またねって言えばサヨナラを
少しは明るくできるかな
君の気持ちが消えた今
そばにいれるほど強くはない
大したことじゃないフリするのが
最後の優しさだよ
嫌いになれたら
楽になれるのに
もがくほどに君が好きで辛い
クモの巣にかかる白いチョウの夢を
愛しい君は永遠に知らないまま
今度あの店行こうって
いつかも決めずに話してた
思い出よりも果たせない
明日があるのに震えてしまう
小さなことだと思えないほど
君が溢れてるから
そばにいるだけで
生まれた場所へと
還れるような愛を感じたのに
クモの巣にかかる白いチョウの夢を
愛しい君は永遠に知らないまま
君は悪くない 分かっていても
君を責めたくなるよ
瞳を閉じて 耳を塞いで
サナギに今還りたい
嫌いになれたら
楽になれるのに
もがくほどに君が好きで辛い
"ありがとう"と言いたい
だけど声が出ない
君と別れたくないよ Ah
そばにいるだけで
生まれた場所へと
還れるような愛を感じたのに
クモの巣にかかる白いチョウの夢を
愛しい君は永遠に知らないまま

White Butterfly's Dream

If I say goodbye again
Perhaps I can brighten up a little
Now that your feelings have disappeared
I'm not strong enough to stay by your side
I pretend it's no big deal
That's my last act of kindness
If I could hate you
I would be at ease
The more I struggle, the more I love and miss you
The dream of a white butterfly caught in a spider's web
My beloved, you'll never know
"Let's go to that restaurant next time"
We'd talk about it without ever deciding
More than the memories, I can't fulfill
I tremble at the thought of tomorrow
I can't think of it as a small thing
Because you're overflowing
Just being by your side
I felt like I could return to the place where I was born
Though I felt a love that could
The dream of a white butterfly caught in a spider's web
My beloved, you'll never know
It's not your fault, I understand
But I want to blame you
I close my eyes and cover my ears
I wish I could return to being a pupa now
If I could hate you
I would be at ease
The more I struggle, the more I love and miss you
"Thank you" is what I want to say
But I can't speak
I don't want to part with you Ah
Just being by your side
I felt like I could return to the place where I was born
Though I felt a love that could
The dream of a white butterfly caught in a spider's web
My beloved, you'll never know