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自導自演

承认又如何泪有多苦涩
我不怪你了偷走我的快乐
你的拥抱我还记得
太多美好怎么丢了
难道选择放手才让故事更曲折
像一个旁观者笑看自导自演的角色
把回忆哄睡了心还在跋涉
反复的排练着深陷剧情止不住泪流
若表演不动声色怎么会痛
场景切换了再回不去了
我们牵着手人海中走散了
你的背影慢慢远了
我的眼眶变得温热
最后竟连争吵我都开始怀念着
像一个旁观者笑看自导自演的角色
把回忆哄睡了心还在跋涉
反复的排练着深陷剧情止不住泪流
若表演不动声色怎么会痛
像一个目击者忍受默不作声的折磨
慢慢的习惯了成条件反射
不断的尝试着耗到自己快无药可救
镜头前有谁在乎我的感受

Self-directed and self-acted

Admit it, how bitter the tears are
I don't blame you for stealing my happiness
I still remember your embrace
How could so much beauty be lost?
Was letting go the only way to make the story more twisted?
Like a bystander, laughing at the self-directed and self-acted character
Lulling memories to sleep, the heart still trudges on
Rehearsing again and again, deeply immersed in the plot, unable to stop the tears
If the performance is emotionless, how can it hurt?
The scene has changed, there's no going back
We held hands and got lost in the sea of people
Your back slowly faded away
My eyes became warm
In the end, I even began to miss our arguments
Like spectators, laughing at the self-directed and self-acted role
Lulling memories to sleep, my heart still treks on
Rehearsing again and again, deeply immersed in the plot, unable to stop the tears
If the performance is emotionless, how can it hurt?
Like a witness, enduring the torment of silence
Slowly getting used to conditioned reflexes
Constantly trying to wear myself out until there's no cure
Who cares how I feel in front of the camera?