Текст и перевод песни Justin Lo - 自身

自身

只知得到欣賞先矜貴
只會信我有我的美麗
絕望便向旁人找安慰
拿出了讓這姿勢便忘記
有擔子要靠親手放低

只知孤單的天空灰暗
凴這性格叫哪個開心
道別便怪是自己不襯
從不信自己吸引任何愛
靠犧牲拿不出信心

不懂愛自己比自戀可悲
沒法能降服情緒卻又埋怨天地
未放低卑微怎得到福氣
沒決心爭氣誰敢給我歡喜

一不開心三餐都不顧
對愛侶哪裡會懂愛護
日夜在意旁人的喜惡
失意面孔一副做人已
夠辛苦還來談情何苦

不懂愛自己比自私可悲
沒法能降服情緒卻又埋怨天地
未放低卑微怎得到福氣
沒決心爭氣誰敢給伱歡喜

搞不懂被愛的感想
凴何能從情人摯友的角度設想
假裝的堅強無法獨處家裡衣裳
拿不出快樂怎麼去分享

不先愛自己哪個敢歡喜
沒氣力維護情侶更別提愛天地
脈搏不爭氣抱住怕分離
沒法將我去自理難保一世也永遠被人拋棄

Myself

I only know that being esteemed comes first
I only believe in my own beauty
When I'm desperate, I seek comfort from others
I forget about my responsibilities
I have to let go of my burdens with my own hands

I only know that the lonely sky is gray
Who can be happy with this personality?
When I say goodbye, I blame myself for not being a good match
I never believe that I can attract any love
I can't gain confidence through sacrifice

Not loving yourself is sadder than being narcissistic
I can't control my emotions, but I blame the world
How can I be blessed if I don't let go of my low self-esteem?
Who would dare to give me happiness if I don't have the determination to fight?

When I'm unhappy, I don't eat
How can I know how to cherish a partner?
I care about what others think of me all the time
My face shows how miserable I am
It's hard enough to live, why bother with love?

Not loving yourself is sadder than being selfish
I can't control my emotions, but I blame the world
How can I be blessed if I don't let go of my low self-esteem?
Who would dare to give you happiness if you don't have the determination to fight?

I don't understand what it's like to be loved
How can I think from the perspective of a lover or close friend?
My feigned strength can't hide my vulnerability at home
How can I share happiness if I don't have any?

Who would dare to be happy if you don't love yourself first?
I don't have the energy to maintain a relationship, let alone love the world
My weak heart clings to the fear of separation
I can't take care of myself, so I'll always be abandoned