Текст и перевод песни 側田 - 迟钝

迟钝

放飞心情
事发那天 如顽石稳固
尚去上班 听经理吩咐
和同事再寒暄 说说心中抱负
闹翻情形 通通置之不顾
直到这天 才平静参透
共你已经 非亲也非故
情人就算着火 我也不懂看顾
我不灵敏 原来是你的辛苦
迟钝得 即使给你掌掴
仍沉住气 比观众更加抽离
我是 该死的爱人
天天抑制 一样伤害人
迟钝得 竟分不到真假
还无视你 关于我一切指责
争执画面 假装不见
望不到你 曾偷偷 饮泣吗
取出心底感情来正视
空虚感怎收藏 迟早要认输
伤口给掩饰好 还是会在意
分手得轻松吗
事隔几晚 便痛吗
迟钝得 即使给你掌掴
仍沉住气 比观众更加抽离
冷静 得这么吓人
吞声忍气 都是种坏人
迟钝得 应该哭到沙哑
人麻木到 将真正感觉封杀
怎么今天 身于餐店
泪水 竟似泉涌出 洗我脸

Hesitation

Soaring in a carefree mood
That fateful day I resembled an immovable rock
I carried on going to work and listened to the instructions of my manager
And exchanging pleasantries with colleagues, talking about my aspirations
The whole stormy situation I dismissed and ignored
It was not until that day that I came to a quiet understanding
You and I are neither family nor friends anymore
Even if the other person was on fire, I would not know how to look after them
I am not responsive, and it was all because of your hard work
So hesitant, that even when you gave me a slap in the face
I remained calm, more detached than a spectator
I am a hopeless lover
Every day I hold back, but I still hurt people
So hesitant, that I cannot distinguish truth from falsehood
And I ignored all your accusations toward me
I pretended not to see the arguments
I failed to see the tears you secretly shed
I reflect on my heartfelt feelings
How can I hide this emptiness? I will admit defeat sooner or later
I try to hide my wounds, but I still care
Was it easy to break up?
After a few nights, did it hurt?
So hesitant, that even when you gave me a slap in the face
I remained calm, more detached than a spectator
My composure is terrifying
I swallow my pride and endure, but it makes me a bad person
So hesitant, that I should have cried until I was hoarse
I became numb and suppressed my true feelings
Why is it that today, while I am in this restaurant
My tears gush out like a fountain and wash over my face