Текст и перевод песни Justin Lo - 遲鈍

遲鈍

事發那天如頑石穩固
尚去上班聽經理吩咐
和同事再寒暄說說心中抱負
鬧翻情形通通置之不顧
直到這天才平靜參透
共你已經非親也非故
情人就算著火我也不懂看顧
我不靈敏原來是你的辛苦
遲鈍得即使給你掌摑
仍沉住氣比觀眾更加抽離
我是該死的愛人
天天抑制一樣傷害人
遲鈍得竟分不到真假
還無視你關於我一切指責
爭執畫面假裝不見
望不到你曾偷偷飲泣嗎

取出心底感情來正視
空虛感怎收藏遲早要認輸
傷口給掩飾好還是會在意
分手得輕鬆嗎
事隔幾晚便痛嗎
遲鈍得即使給你掌摑
仍沉住氣比觀眾更加抽離
冷靜得這麼嚇人
吞聲忍氣都是種壞人
遲鈍得應該哭到沙啞
也麻木到將真正感覺封殺
怎麼今天身於餐店
淚水竟似泉湧出洗我臉

Late

On the day of the incident, I was stable like a steadfast rock
Still went to work to listen to my manager's orders
Exchanged pleasantries with my colleagues and shared my ambitions
Completely disregarded the turmoil
It took me until today to finally understand
We are no longer close or familiar
Even if you were on fire, I wouldn't know how to protect you
I am insensitive because of all the hardship you gave me
So slow that even if you slapped me
I would remain calm and be even more detached than a spectator
I am the worst lover
Always suppressing myself, hurting others in the same way
So insensible that I can't even tell the truth from lies
Ignoring all your accusations against me
Pretending not to see how we fight
Did you think I didn't notice the tears you secretly shed?

I have to face my emotions
How can I hide this emptiness? I have to admit defeat
I try to cover up my wounds, but I still care
Is it really easy to just break up?
Will I feel the pain in a few nights?
So slow that even if you slapped me
I would remain calm and be even more detached than a spectator
I am so calmly terrifying
To hold back my anger is a bad thing to do
I should be weeping uncontrollably
But I am so numb that I have suppressed my true feelings
Why am I sitting in this restaurant today
Tears streaming down my face like a fountain, washing it clean