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Memory

ずっと夜、夢の中
君との愛を紡いでたよ
きっと君の胸の中
僕の愛が霞んでいく

君との愛の貸し借りも
貸すことばっかで足りないよ
2人かけたまじないも
君の記憶にはもう曖昧そう
君との内緒話ももう
思い出話になったよ
2人かけたベンチがこんなに
広いって知らなかったよ

君が隣にいてくれること
慣れていた僕がいて
それが今じゃ後悔になってる
君を悲しませ泣かせたくせに
あの日に戻りたいなんて
どこまでも最低だよね

夢の国行った思い出も
夢となり今襲ってくるよ
あの時はこの先もずっと
いれると信じ生きてたよ
でも捨てられない思い出
部屋に残る君からのプレゼント
いつか君が帰ってきたらって
思うたび時間だけが過ぎてく

君との愛の貸し借りも
貸すことばっかで足りないよ
2人かけたまじないも
君の記憶にはもう曖昧そう
君との内緒話ももう
思い出話になったよ
2人かけたベンチがこんなに
広いって知らなかったよ

愛を描いていた
君が現れたあの夜のこと
理想は理想で終わる
そんな私の手を君は握った
繋いだ愛を繰り返して
もう戻らないよう
君の手を握り返して
もう離さないよう
1人泣き叫んでた夜に別れを
君がずっといてくれると
信じ眠りついた夜

でも君はいつの日にか
あの日のことを忘れていった
愛に慣れた君は気づけば
他の誰かに身が揺れてた

2人「愛を、愛を」って
求めすぎたね
わがまま言ってばっかで
君を困らせちゃったね
この愛を最後って
決めていたのに
最後にできない
ほかのだれかじゃ

もう君がいない夜
なんて越えられやしない
ねえ君がいない明日
なんて迎えたくもない
でも君がいてくれるならば
それ以外はもう
なにもいらないから
だからあの日に帰りたいよ

Memory

All night long, in my dreams
I was spinning a love with you
Surely, within your heart
My love is fading away

The give and take of our love
I've only been giving, and it's not enough
The spell we cast together
Seems hazy in your memory now
Our secret whispers are now
Just memories
The bench we shared feels so
Vast, I never knew

Having you by my side
I had grown so used to it
And now it's become a regret
Even though I made you sad and cry
Saying I want to go back to those days
Is just the lowest, isn't it?

The memories of our trip to that dreamland
Are now coming back to haunt me as a dream
Back then, I believed we would be together
Forever, and I lived with that belief
But these memories I can't throw away
The presents from you that remain in my room
Every time I think of you coming back
Only time passes by

The give and take of our love
I've only been giving, and it's not enough
The spell we cast together
Seems hazy in your memory now
Our secret whispers are now
Just memories
The bench we shared feels so
Vast, I never knew

I was picturing love
The night you appeared
Ideals end as ideals
But you held my hand
Repeating our connected love
So that it wouldn't return
I held your hand back
So I wouldn't let go
On the night I cried and screamed, saying goodbye
Believing you would always be there for me
I fell asleep that night

But someday you
Forgot about that day
You, accustomed to love, before you knew it
Were swayed by someone else

Both of us, saying "Love, love"
Asked for too much, didn't we?
I was always being selfish
And troubling you, wasn't I?
I decided that this love would be the last
But
I can't make it the last
With anyone else

The nights without you
I can't overcome them
Hey, the tomorrows without you
I don't want to face them
But if you are with me
Other than that
I don't need anything else
So I want to go back to that day