Текст и перевод песни 孫盛希 - 內疚

內疚

你还不太懂 问 怎么又哭了
那就是理由 我现在想要走
你以为一切都美好 抚摸我吻我的脸
但这颗心不再为你跳 内疚藏不了
我夺回我的自由 拼命地往外逃
就算后悔在等着我 选择不留任何选择
我不是不爱了 也不是不快乐
只是我的心跳 它已犯下了大错
不知游荡了多久 瞬间感觉失落
眼前都是我们回忆 其他什么都看不到
这不是我要的 这不是我想的
自由不是自由 爱或不爱都罪恶
贪图假象的 否定拥有的
这就是理由 抛下了所有
我以为一切会美好 任性地去感觉
等这颗心全被破坏 回头已经太晚

Guilty

You still don't understand and ask why are you crying again
That's the reason. I want to leave now.
You thought everything was wonderful, caressing my face and kissing me
But this heart no longer beats for you. Guilt cannot be hidden
I'll take back my freedom and desperately escape
Even if regret awaits me, I've got no choice but to leave
I'm not saying I don't love you anymore, nor am I saying I'm not happy
It's just that my heartbeat has made a terrible mistake
I don't know how long I've been wandering, but suddenly I feel lost
All I see are our memories. I can't see anything else
This is not what I want. This is not what I thought
Freedom is not freedom. Love or not, it's all sin
Coveting illusions, denying what I have
That's the reason I gave up everything
I thought everything would be wonderful. I let myself feel it
By the time my heart was completely broken, it was too late to turn back