分裂 - 孫盛希 перевод на английский

分裂

混乱 漆黑中存在
它 分不清好坏
意识到痛失 最爱
沉睡的 迟迟 醒来
左 右不停摇摆
它挥舞著傲慢
意识到自己渺小
矛盾里 它再度崩坏
无尽的正反题
形成了天和地
看着它 完美的背影
折腾的轮廓 却像我
讨厌自己
太爱了你 太怕了你
已不存在的我 反复轮回地
牺牲自己
那最真 最恶的我
背叛自己
你是必需 你是多余
无限同时归零 我在分裂时
原谅自己
分开的 天地
出生 死去
远远 又不离 不弃

Schizophrenia

Chaos exists in the darkness
It cannot tell right from wrong
Realizing the loss of a loved one
Slowly waking from sleep
Swinging back and forth
It waves with arrogance
Realizing its own insignificance
It breaks down once more in contradiction
Endless thesis and antithesis
Forming heaven and earth
Looking at its perfect back
The outline of my struggle
Hating myself
Loving you too much, fearing you too much
My non-existent self
Sacrificing myself
My truest self
I betray myself
You are necessary, you are redundant
I go to zero when I divide
Forgiving myself
Heaven and earth are separated
Birth and death
Far away, yet inseparable