Текст и перевод песни 孫GONG - ありがとう

ありがとう

1987年5月1日この星に生まれる
川合組組長の息子
色々起きた人生の不都合
持っていったおもちゃの拳銃
大パニック保育園中
親友だったやつに言われた
ママがもう遊んだらダメだってさ

公園じゃいつもひとりぼっち
指無しの親父見てるこっち
物心ついて小学校
迎えの車に乗る放課後
旅行に行くと閉めた扉
残酷に過ぎた時が
ねぇお父さん帰りはいつ？
笑って言ったそれは秘密

ありがとう
生きてるうちに好きなだけ言えたらいい
ありがとう
当たり前言いたいのに言えない
ありがとう
何ももらった事ないけど 今やっと言える
ありがとう
上を向いて明日も

次に声聞いたのは五年後
電話越しに言われたごめんと
自然と溢れた涙が
あって甘えられるのはまだかな
予告なく帰ってきた確か
メガネ オールバックに高級車
伸びたヒゲ変わらない優しさ
久しぶりすぎて残る気まずさ

何年振り家族囲む食卓
少しずつ弾み出す会話
お店出て手繋ぐ階段
心でも親父あったかいな

中学になると会えた週一
指で数えた一 二 三 四
幸せもつかの間向かう病院
眠ったように心臓停止

ありがとう
生きてるうちに好きなだけ言えたらいい
ありがとう
当たり前言いたいのに言えない
ありがとう
何ももらった事ないけど今やっと言える
ありがとう
上を向いて明日も

高校入ってもすぐに退学
泣かした母さんドンパくれた散々
親父残す組すぐに連絡
仕入れたドラッグ分けクラブ捌く

痩せこけた顔減った体重
それでも血管針刺す毎週
人を騙しては金を稼いで
たまに帰って母さんまた泣かす

何してんだ俺のアホンダラ
そん時先輩が誘うラッパー
初めは本当に興味本位
ダラダラやって切れ目喧嘩行為

冷や汗かいてやめた薬物
俺をつなぎとめた人と約束
人の心が俺の宝だ
極道じゃねえが hip hop バカだ

複雑な家庭環境も長所
心揺らしてくれた hip hop
後はよれずに自分信じる
だから踏み出す第一歩
おとんありがとう
みんなありがとう

ありがとう
生きてるうちに好きなだけ言えたらいい
ありがとう
当たり前言いたいのに言えない
ありがとう
何ももらった事ないけど今やっと言える
ありがとう
上を向いて明日も

Thank You

On May 1, 1987, I was born on this planet
The son of the boss of the Kawai group
Many things happened, life was inconvenient
I brought a toy gun
It caused a big panic in the kindergarten
My best friend told me
Your mom said that you can't play with us anymore

I was always alone in the park
The fingerless old man watched me from afar
When I realized the reality of life, I went to elementary school
I got into the car to be picked up after school
When we went on a trip, I closed the door
Time passed cruelly
Dad, when are you coming back?
He laughed and said it's a secret

Thank you
I wish I could say what I want while you are alive
Thank you
I want to say something obvious, but I can't
Thank you
I never received anything, but I can finally say it now
Thank you
Looking up, I'll face tomorrow too

I heard your voice again five years later
You said sorry over the phone
Tears flowed naturally
Can I still cling to you?
You came back home without any notice
Glasses, slicked-back hair, and a luxury car
A longer beard, but with the same kindness
It was too long since we last saw each other, and it was awkward

We sat around the dinner table with our family for the first time in years
The conversation gradually became more lively
After we left the restaurant, we walked up the stairs hand in hand
Even inside, I feel that you are warm

When I entered junior high school, I could see you once a week
I counted on my fingers: one, two, three, four
My happiness was short-lived, and I went to the hospital
Your heart stopped as if you were sleeping

Thank you
I wish I could say what I want while you are alive
Thank you
I want to say something obvious, but I can't
Thank you
I never received anything, but I can finally say it now
Thank you
Looking up, I'll face tomorrow too

I dropped out of high school right after I started
I made my mom cry and then I threw a tantrum
I immediately contacted my father's group
I got drugs, divided them, and sold them at the club

I lost weight and my face became thinner
But I still injected drugs into my veins every week
I lied to people and made money
I came home occasionally and made my mom cry again

What are you doing, you idiot?
At that time, my senior invited me to become a rapper
At first, I was just curious
I slacked off and ended up in a fight

I quit drugs because I was scared
A person saved me and I made a promise
People's hearts are my treasure
I'm not a gangster, but I'm a hip hop fan

My complicated family background is also an advantage
Hip hop shook my heart
I just need to believe in myself
That's why I'm taking the first step
Thank you, Dad
Thank you, everyone

Thank you
I wish I could say what I want while you are alive
Thank you
I want to say something obvious, but I can't
Thank you
I never received anything, but I can finally say it now
Thank you
Looking up, I'll face tomorrow too