Текст и перевод песни 朱紫嬈 - 啞忍

啞忍

其實我都不肯 為你委曲偷生 不接受似淑女啞忍
其實我一向極介意 明知不只得一次
你終於公開放肆 做錯事
讓我認罪 是我不知羞恥 逼你做世俗裡不齒
我不敢 去接受我失敗 根本一早知
我結果 輸清光理智 輸得歪曲意志
可惜我竟還在堅持 想繼續試

受了傷是我 掩飾都是我 為不想對外發火
我不想聽開解 不渴望人人談論我
我被同情時 灑不到眼淚求助

其實我都不肯 為你委曲偷生 不接受似淑女啞忍
其實我一向極介意 明知不只得一次
你終於公開放肆 做錯事
讓我認罪 是我不知羞恥 逼你做世俗裡不齒
我不敢 去接受我失敗 根本一早知
我結果 輸清光理智 輸得歪曲意志
可惜我竟還在堅持 想繼續試

明明劇痛的刺 我永遠不會意
讓我認罪 為了一己私心 所有事也願意啞忍
我清楚 最愛是我本人 找不著對等
當戀愛已睡眠 拖多一千次 都因為身邊的 比我在意

Silence

I have never been willing to live with grievance for you, not willing to accept silent endurance like a gentlewoman
I have always minded, knowing this is not the first time
You finally dare to be bold in public and do wrong
Let me plead guilty, it is I who is shameless and forced you to do the despicable
I can't accept my failure, which I knew from the very beginning
In the end, I lost my reason and distorted my will
But I still persist, I still want to try

It's me who is hurt, it's me who hides it all, because I don't want to vent my anger
I don't want to listen to comfort, I don't want people to talk about me
When people sympathize with me, I can't cry or ask for help

I have never been willing to live with grievance for you, not willing to accept silent endurance like a gentlewoman
I have always minded, knowing this is not the first time
You finally dare to be bold in public and do wrong
Let me plead guilty, it is I who is shameless and forced you to do the despicable
I can't accept my failure, which I knew from the very beginning
In the end, I lost my reason and distorted my will
But I still persist, I still want to try

It is a constant, throbbing pain, but I will never notice it
Let me plead guilty, for the sake of my own selfishness, I am willing to endure all in silence
I know I love myself the most, I can't find an equal
When love is already dead, dragging on for a thousand more times, is only because the people around me care more than I do