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薄ら氷心中

ねえ、如何して 目を合わさうとも しないの。
何故。
屹度(きっと)「直視に耐へない。」とでも 云ふのでせう。
だうせ。
ぢやあ 一体誰よ。
こんな女に したのは誰。

ねえ、待つてゐたんだよ 追つて来てくれるのを
ずつと。
やつと 会へた つてのに 抱いてもくれないのか。
一寸(ちょっと)。あゝ

人生ご破算。お前さん あんたの所為だつて。

分かんないの。仕合せ つて何。
何れが 其れだ つてのよ。
面倒臭いわ。脳味噌も 腸(わた)も
ばら撒いて 見せやうか。
骨の髄まで 染め抜かれた
女を ご覧なさい。

好きよ 大好き、皆あんたに 上げる。
いゝえ。
嫌ひ 大嫌ひよ、矢つ張り返して 今 直ぐ。
なんて。
まう遅いわ 南無三。
お前さんで出来てんだ、全部。

分かつてんの。仕合せも、不幸も、
刻一刻 消え失せる。
冷やこいやうで 温かいこの手が、
味わひ 尽くしたわ。

これ以上は 何にも無いと思ふの。
憎く 可愛い人よ。
痛いやうで 気持ち良い お別れよ。
過ぎ去つた あの日々。
留めてゐるまゝ(いるまま)の 生命ごと
終はらせて 仕舞ひたい。

薄らいで行くわ。
私は 独り法師(ひとりぼっち)。

Thin Ice Love Suicide

Hey, why can't you look me in the eye?
Why?
I bet you say, "It's unbearable to look at me directly."
Probably.
So who is it?
Who turned me into this kind of woman?

Hey, I've been waiting for you to come after me
the whole time.
Now that I've finally met you, can't you even embrace me?
Wait a second. Oh

My life is ruined. And it's all your fault.

I don't understand. What is happiness?
Which one is it?
This is so annoying. My brains and my guts
are all over the place.
Take a good look at this woman
who's been dyed to the bone.

I love you. I love you so much, I'll give it all to you.
No.
I hate you. I hate you so much, and I want it back right now.
What?
It's too late. Namu-san.
You're the one who made me this way.

I understand. Happiness, unhappiness,
they all disappear in an instant.
Your hand, which seems cold but is warm,
I've cherished it.

I don't think there's anything more.
Hated and beloved one.
It's painful, but it feels good to say goodbye.
Those days that have passed.
As I'm still holding on to it
I want you to end it with me.

It's fading away.
I'm all alone.