Текст и перевод песни 楊千嬅 - Tou Sheng

Tou Sheng

在 門外偷生不對吧
天 請寬恕我好嗎好嗎
為 留下你看我一眼
不爭執不怨懟 這種愛能繼續嗎

看著我們 夠不夠可怕 我早已看的化
跟你作對哪怕 跟你才算愛侶 無謂計較其他

停留無非不放心
沒道行再一個人
靠你身邊不是我
每晚只會更加多不忿
也許愛到結了冰才合理
多得你尚有惻隱

從前曾相當勇敢
浪漫地說手要分
今天哪像十八歲吸引
找個伴我知要些犧牲
能維繫事求多點安分
手臂那轉動時針
轉出一絲絲晦暗

累 從辦公室忍眼淚
想 找一個訴苦豁出去
睡 床上你故意飲醉
不騷擾不作聲 沉下去卻未告吹

停留無非不放心
沒道行再一個人
靠你身邊不是我
每晚只會更加多不忿
也許愛到結了冰才合理
多的你尚有惻隱

從前曾相當勇敢
浪漫地說手要分
今天哪像十八歲吸引
找個伴我知要些犧牲
能維繫是靠多點安分
手臂那轉動時針
轉出一絲絲晦暗

你愛我算責任 算加多一雙碗筷
還是為實現你忠心
相處下去 從沉悶中有疑問
為何你都肯

當初相信是緣份 慢慢在暗中葬身
最切身的經歷過 我有資格教消災解困
有天去到了教堂 承認了 終於確定了身份
不等於故事無憾 若幸運有點決心
甘心 冷靜地送個飛吻
不快樂 至少也可安枕 才明白 沒永久的僥倖
一世 也似在滿足 知己跟至親 單身要有歸宿配襯

要是停留著我 怎可戒毒癮

Tou Sheng

Standing outside the door uninvited seems improper
Oh heavens, please forgive me if you can
In the hope you"ll spare me a glance
Can we continue this love without disputes or resentment?

Observing us, do you find it unbearable? I"ve become indifferent
Opposing you makes me feel alive, you are my only true companion, and I don"t care about anything else.

If I stay, it"s only because I"m worried
I"m not capable of being alone
If I can"t be by your side
My discontent will only grow each night
Perhaps it"s right that our love has frozen
I"m grateful that you still have a shred of compassion.

In the past, I was quite brave
Romantically declaring that we should end
Today I"m far from the charming 18-year-old
I know that finding a partner requires sacrifice
To maintain it, I must be content with less
The watch"s hands turn with time
Casting a veil of gloom over us.

Weary, I endure tears in the office
Wanting to find someone to confide in
In bed, you intentionally get drunk
Not seeking attention, not making a sound, but refusing to let go

If I stay, it"s only because I"m worried
I"m not capable of being alone
If I can"t be by your side
My discontent will only grow each night
Perhaps it"s right that our love has frozen
I"m grateful that you still have a shred of compassion.

In the past, I was quite brave
Romantically declaring that we should end
Today I"m far from the charming 18-year-old
I know that finding a partner requires sacrifice
To maintain it, I must be content with less
The watch"s hands turn with time
Casting a veil of gloom over us.

You love me out of obligation, or because it means one less pair of chopsticks
Or is it to fulfill your loyalty?
As time goes on, questions arise from the monotony
Why are you willing?

Initially, I believed it was fate, but slowly it died in the shadows
From the most personal of experiences, I am qualified to guide you in averting disaster
One day I went to church, confessed, and finally confirmed my identity
This does not mean that the story has no regrets, but if you"re lucky, have a little determination
Be willing to bid farewell calmly
Unhappiness, at least can bring peace, and I now understand that there is no such thing as permanent luck
A lifetime can seem satisfying with confidants and loved ones, but a single person also deserves a companion

If I were to stay, how could I break free from this addiction?