Текст и перевод песни 浜崎あゆみ - Hope or Pain

Hope or Pain

一体何を期待してるというの
握り締めてる電話が震える度
いちいち胸が高鳴って
でもすぐにため息に変えて
もう何度繰り返し
来る訳ないいつかなんて言葉
いつまで信じてるつもり

ねぇ忘れてしまえばいい
少し夢見ていただけだって
奇跡なんて起こるわけも
ない事くらいわかってるのに
わかってるのに

急にすべてがわからなくなったって
あの日突然言い出してごめんね
最後に見た涙が今もまだ
頭から離れずにいる

ねぇどうして目の前の君を
信じてあげられなかったんだろう
好きなものを不器用なくらい
好きなだけでじゅうぶんだった
はずなのにね

ねぇ私は君に何かを
残してあげる事が出来たかな

ねぇこのまま時が過ぎたら
私には何が残るんだろう
それでもまだ奇跡を願い
続ける心？それともただの
傷跡かな？

Hope or Pain

Oh, what do you think I'm expecting?
Every time the phone in my hand vibrates
My heart skips a beat
But it quickly turns into a sigh
How many times have I repeated this cycle?
Words like "I'll come back to you someday" never come
How long will I keep believing?

Hey, I should forget you
It was just a silly little crush
I know miracles don't happen
I know that, yet...
Yet...

Suddenly, I don't understand anything anymore
I'm sorry for saying that out of nowhere that day
Your tears, the last time I saw them
Still haunt me

Hey, why couldn't I believe in you?
Why couldn't I trust you?
You awkwardly loved the things you loved
Simply loving you should have been enough
But it wasn't...

Hey, I wonder if I
Was able to leave something with you

Hey, when this moment passes
What will I have left?
Will I still have hope for a miracle?
Or will I only have
Scars?