I'm sorry mom - 滴草由実 перевод на английский

I'm sorry mom

風向きが変わりだしたこの船は
自分でしか動かせない 誰も助けは求めない
今までそうやってどんな時にも 迷いながら 舵をとってきた

でもなんだか I¥ve been waiting phone ring
もっと早くに気づけばよかった 私の宝物は ほんのすぐ横にあったこと

I¥m sorry mom 心配ばっかりかけたね
I¥m sorry mom わがまま言って困らせて
数え切れないほど 覚えてるあなたの涙 no no but I can¥t see I¥m sorry mom

歩けなくなってしまったね
でも暗闇から救われたのは 頑張らなくていいんだよ そのコトバだった
あなたは必死で守ってくれたの 幼い私を

だから凄く強くなりたい どんな波も乗り越えるように
不器用に進むけれど海の向こうで 見守ってね

I¥m sorry mom 世界にたった一つだけの
I¥m sorry mom あなたがいて私がいる
どうせ生きるのなら楽しく生きるのがいいよね more more smile to me

心が開けないんじゃないよ
甘えることうまく出来なかった
だから強がって... 淋しくても...
でも 離れてみた今感じているの I need mom... I love my family

ぶつかりあいたくない こんなものの為に 壁よ 崩れてしまえ
穏やかな光を この胸に宿して...
色んな色の空を 飛んでいかなきゃならない 守らなきゃ...

I¥m sorry mom 世界にたった一つだけの
I¥m sorry mom あなたがいて私がいる
どうせ生きるのなら楽しく生きるのがいいよね more joy smile to me I¥m sorry mom

I'm sorry mom

The wind begins to change direction, this ship
Can only be moved by myself, I don't ask for help from anyone
Until now, that's how I've been, always hesitant, steering the rudder

But somehow, I've been waiting for the phone to ring
If only I had realized sooner, my treasure was right beside me

I'm sorry mom, I've caused you so much worry
I'm sorry mom, I've been selfish and caused you trouble
Countless times, I remember your tears, no no but I can't see, I'm sorry mom

You've become unable to walk
But I was saved from the darkness, those words, you don't have to try too hard
You desperately protected me, when I was young

That's why I want to become really strong, to overcome any waves
I'm fumbling around, but watch over me from the other side of the sea

I'm sorry mom, the only one in the world
I'm sorry mom, you exist, and so do I
If you're going to live, you might as well live happily, more smiles for me

It's not that I can't open my heart
I just couldn't spoil myself
That's why I pretended to be strong... Even when I was lonely...
But now that I'm away, I feel it, I need mom... I love my family

I don't want to clash over such things, wall, crumble down
With a gentle light, in my heart...
I have to fly through skies of all colors, I have to protect...

I'm sorry mom, the only one in the world
I'm sorry mom, you exist, and so do I
If you're going to live, you might as well live happily, more joy, smile for me, I'm sorry mom