Текст и перевод песни Kumachan - ∞.R.I.P撕裂

∞.R.I.P撕裂

最初的律動
最初的悸動
最粗的初衷
最細的隙縫
左腦做學問
右腦作夢
後腦失去了平衡
隱隱作痛
做好學生
做好音樂
求好心切
重心正傾斜
多少的心血
凌晨時傾瀉
靈魂失去了平衡
形成了龜裂
想動作大
把夢作大
無法作罷
傷口正逐漸擴大
雙頭的馬車
全速的奔馳
韁繩正拉扯
活活被分屍
將我撕裂
傷口撕裂
顛倒的作息
顛倒的日與夜
健康起警訊
食不知味
食不下咽
不是滋味
將我撕裂
傷口撕裂
沿著虛線
將我撕碎

[將我撕裂
傷口撕裂] X4
RIP my faith
RIP my virtues
RIP my body
I′m sorry that I hurt you
RIP my soul
RIP my heart
RIP my life

Literally ripped apart

時間是金錢
錯 時間是鑽石
鑽石被敲碎
損失了價值
切換模式 (switch)
切換模式 (switch)
才剛暖機 (switch)
靈感流逝
實驗室寫歌
別人在寫paper
練團室讀paper
又多了幾個haters
你看他自以為是
是以為自己是誰
誰知道我的自我定位
早已經支離破碎
極度疲憊
記憶力鬆弛
分不清腦中充斥
報告剛結束
直接上節目
Fuck it all up
被當成笑話
將我撕裂
傷口撕裂
顛倒的價值觀
顛倒的是與非
褪色的夢想
黑白的晝夜

鮮明的夢魘
現實中重現

[將我撕裂
傷口撕裂] X4
RIP my faith
RIP my virtues
RIP my body
I'm sorry that I hurt you
RIP my soul

RIP my heart
RIP my life
Literally ripped apart

將我撕裂
傷口撕裂
家人不理解
當我是自虐
你要走險路
還是走保險的路？
為了跑演出
人生繞大老遠的路
掌聲是嗎啡
將我麻醉
喪失了知覺
任由人肢解
笑容好虛偽 no
將我撕裂 no
曲終人散後
誰幫我止血
一雙雙年輕眼神
正對我冀望
向我求助
夢 該怎麼啟航

我說 別遺忘
最初的理想
不敢說的真相
是我比你們迷惘

[將我撕裂
傷口撕裂] X4
RIP my faith
RIP my virtues
RIP my body

I′m sorry that I hurt you

RIP my soul
RIP my heart
RIP my life
Literally ripped apart

電腦：（電腦聲）人格分裂指數... 無限... (在背景重複)

伊果：已經太遲了... 你沒辦法阻止我... 哈哈... 因為我就是你，殺了我等於殺了你自己... 殺了我... 就等於... 等等... 你想幹嘛？你要去哪？（高樓風聲）這裡太高了... 太危險了... 快點下來... 停... 我們還沒有完成... 不要！

∞.R.I.P Torn Apart

The first rhythm's beat,
The first heart's flutter sweet,
A raw intention, bold and deep,
A tiny crack, secrets to keep.
Left brain seeks knowledge, ever bright,
Right brain dreams, taking flight.
My hindbrain loses balance, it's true,
Aching faintly, through and through.
To be a good student, I strive,
To make good music, I thrive,
Eagerness pushes me to the brink,
My center of gravity starts to sink.
So much effort, poured out at night,
In the wee hours, under pale moonlight.
My soul loses its balance, I fear,
Cracks appear, my vision unclear.
I want to make a big move, it's true,
Make my dreams large, see them through.
I can't give up, I won't relent,
My wounds are growing, discontent.
A two-headed chariot, my mind's state,
Racing at full speed, sealed by fate.
The reins are pulling, a constant fight,
Torn apart, bathed in pale moonlight.
Rip me apart, tear me in two,
My wounds are open, it's all I knew.
Upside-down schedule, day and night,
Confusion reigns, losing the light.
Health sends warnings, I can't ignore,
Food loses its taste, I yearn for more.
Can't swallow, a lump in my throat,
A bitter taste, a sinking boat.
Rip me apart, tear me in two,
My wounds are open, it's all I knew.
Along the dotted lines, I see,
Rip me to shreds, set me free.

[Rip me apart,
My wounds tear apart] X4
RIP my faith, lost in the dark,
RIP my virtues, leaving their mark.
RIP my body, weary and worn,
I'm sorry that I hurt you, I'm torn.
RIP my soul, lost and astray,
RIP my heart, another day.
RIP my life, fading away,

Literally ripped apart, come what may.

Time is money, they say it's true,
No, time is a diamond, sparkling and new.
The diamond is shattered, broken in two,
Losing its value, me and you.
Switch modes, adapt and survive,
Switch modes, just to feel alive.
Just warming up, the engine's roar,
Inspiration fades, I can't take more.
Writing songs in the lab's cold embrace,
Others write papers, a different space.
Reading papers in the practice room's hum,
More haters emerge, like a gathering storm.
"Look at him, so full of himself," they say,
"Who does he think he is anyway?"
Who knows my identity, lost in the haze,
Shattered to pieces, in a daze.
Extreme exhaustion, taking its toll,
Memory loosening, losing control.
Can't distinguish what fills my head,
Report just finished, barely read.
Straight to the show, the stage awaits,
Fuck it all up, succumbing to fates.
Turned into a joke, a laughingstock,
Rip me apart, on the clock.
My wounds are open, it's plain to see,
Upside-down values, setting me free.
Right and wrong, blurred lines I tread,
Faded dreams, thoughts in my head.
Black and white, day turns to night.

Vivid nightmares, oh so bright,
Reappearing in broad daylight.

[Rip me apart,
My wounds tear apart] X4
RIP my faith, lost in the dark,
RIP my virtues, leaving their mark.
RIP my body, weary and worn,
I'm sorry that I hurt you, I'm torn.
RIP my soul, lost and astray,

RIP my heart, another day.
RIP my life, fading away,
Literally ripped apart, come what may.

Rip me apart, tear me in two,
My wounds are open, it's all I knew.
Family doesn't understand,
They see my passion as self-inflicted pain.
Should I take the risky path, they plead,
Or the safe one, planting a seed?
To chase performances, near and far,
My life takes detours, like a wandering star.
Applause is morphine, numbing the pain,
Anesthetizing me, driving me insane.
Losing sensation, feeling no more,
Allowing myself to be dismembered, to the core.
The smile is fake, I can't deny,
Rip me apart, under the sky.
When the show ends, and the crowd's gone,
Who will stop the bleeding, until the dawn?
Young eyes gaze upon me, full of hope,
Seeking guidance, helping them cope.
They ask for help, lost and unsure,
How to set sail, dreams to explore.

I say, "Don't forget, hold on tight,
To your initial dreams, shining bright.
The truth I hide, I can't explain,
I'm more lost than you, feeling the strain."

[Rip me apart,
My wounds tear apart] X4
RIP my faith, lost in the dark,
RIP my virtues, leaving their mark.
RIP my body, weary and worn,

I'm sorry that I hurt you, I'm torn.

RIP my soul, lost and astray,
RIP my heart, another day.
RIP my life, fading away,
Literally ripped apart, come what may.

Computer: (Computerized voice) Split personality index... Infinite... (repeating in the background)

Igor: It's too late... You can't stop me... Haha... Because I am you, killing me is killing yourself... Kill me... It's like... Wait... What are you doing? Where are you going? (High-rise wind noise) It's too high here... It's too dangerous... Come down quickly... Stop... We haven't finished yet... No!