Текст и перевод песни 盧學叡 - ni bu zai

ni bu zai

当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞 oh
你不在当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白般难挨 oh
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来
但你不在 不在

时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份
你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真

你说的对我不得不承认 oh
你不在当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白的难挨 oh
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤再偷偷好起来但你不在 oh
那些摇摆我都明白都明白
但你不在爱已不在不在

你不在当我最需要爱你却不在
一个人分饰两角的恋爱 oh
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
像空气般不存在的存在
再没有痕迹的爱你不在
当我需要你的爱你不在

You're not here

When this bedside lamp is the only light left in the world
It's already morning where you are, and you've left the house
I turn on my side and I feel you turning away
Countless strangers are waiting for the next green light
Passing each other by in our most vulnerable moments
If I long for the warmth of a kiss
I turn off the lights and darkness engulfs me
You're not here when I need you the most
Endless waiting like a painful monologue
You're not here, whether I'm happy or sad, you're not here
I'm patching up my wounds in secret
But you're not here, you're not here

Time takes countless snapshots
In the silence, I can hear the ticking of the clock
Eating alone this early in the morning
A lonely meal for one
You whispered that you were with someone else
My microphone only holds my own body heat
No matter how sincere you are, it doesn't always come true

You said yes, I can't deny it
You're not here when I need you the most
Endless waiting like a painful monologue
You're not here, whether I'm happy or sad, you're not here
I'm patching up my wounds in secret, but you're not here
All those excuses, I understand them all
But you're not here, love is gone, it's gone

You're not here when I need you the most
A love played by one person
You're not here, whether I'm happy or sad, you're not here
Like a non-existent presence in the air
You're gone, without a trace
When I need you, you're not here